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Thursday, January 1, 2009

This blog has been long overdue.. but then..... i have decided to not blog about my life here just yet.. suddenly, listening to Jay Chou's Songs (for some reason) brought back memories of my classmates... i cant believe i have to call them "Ex-Classmates" now.. shucks.. i miss them so much.. i miss KK.. i miss everyone..all of them, who are in KK now, will be starting school in a few days....i wish them good luck and all the best.. remember to think of me every now and then,ok? put my pic in the class too.. i wanna be there with you guys..all the best as a Senior2 next year.. remember to take this advantage to bully all those juniors.. i know, im mean..haiz.. not being able to get High and laugh with them for one year has started to take its toll on me. Not just the friends that i have come to know since primary school and during my junior years.. but the senior year too.. this year has been a hard + sad year for us ex rens.. that's in my opinion thought. some might say that this year is better than any year, but i dont think so. I just remembered that last year, i said 'We will NEVER be apart'....... and look as us now... what do we have left? Pictures really does say a thousand words. going through tose photos of the good times really made me cry. But then, nothing is predictable.. But i do wanna thank all the friends who have been by my side through all the hard times. Especially the friends that i have come to know this year. So touched when my friends sent me a sms b4 i left.. i was so touched! i cant believe they remembered.. Thanks.. and i feel extra bad coz they kept saying sorry for nt being able to join me during all the outings ( there really are people who will miss me planning and who are grateful). I feel so sad to leave all my new classmates this year. even though we wouldnt be in the same class in 2009.. but still.. its so great meeting new friends :) and i even miss my class teacher.. for some reason, but i dont know why.. even though i NEVER liked him for some reason. HAHA! wow....... i think that this is the first time i typed 'haha'.. lol! one day, when i was walking around in one shopping mall, i stopped and starting thinking about my friends. I MISS THEM SO MUCH. I cant believe i mean so much to them. They are the BEST :) reading through all the SMS-es i got again really made me appreciate everyone. no matter who you may be and how close we have come to be. getting sms-es like ' i dont know how is it going to be like without STEPHEN next year ' and ' im going to really miss you ' really made me appreciate everyone. im sorry if i have caused you pain or any sadness. i never meant to hurt any one of you guys.. friends are the best. (EVEN THOUGH NO ONE IS ONLINE AND NO ONE MESSAGES ME AND NO ONE CALLS ME) i still miss them. I love my buddies. Thanks :) i hope i made someone cry after reading this post. I just miss them too much. Ren & Ai forever :) thanks, guys, for everything.

You made my life in STTSS one hell of a roller coaster.