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Saturday, March 28, 2009

Yo mama's.. Hahaha.. i feel like typing a formal blog. As in a perfect blog. No more ' lah mah bah kah meh kan.......etc' HAHAHA.. maybe not today, but soon.

Okayyy.. to put people's questions to rest, YES, i rejected a girl. Long story lah.. but here i go....

So there's this girl.. ermm, I might mention her name in the future.. so i decide to not say her name her.. in order to keep things private. so.. she's a nice person.. but i can tell you who she's like in real life.. she's like those 'wanna be pretty, asian, chinese gals, whose main priority is their hair and their outfit. she REALLY loves her hair' i know, those typical cina gals.. hahaha.. anyway, she was nice to me in the begining.. untillllll...

She told me one day that she's sad.. then i asked 'why?'.. and she said 'because the boy i like doesnt like me.' okayyy... i kinda got a hint.. but to not be PERASAN, i continued to ask her la.. but i also decide to ignore her in a way.. coz what IF it really is me bah kan? hahaha.. so... i gave her space. then she said 'ive cried for so many nights for this guy'.. then i went 'phew!!'.. HAHAHA.. coz its not me la rite? since i just met her.. then i asked her who it was.. then to cut the story short, she gave me a small note saying 'ITS YOU'.. then i was like WTH!?!?! omg.. i got so shocked.. and i ignored her the whole lesson.. andddd, it was the last lesson on friday.. so... i was happy to go home and NOT see her for the 2 days.. hahaha...

then monday came.. arghh.. tried to ignore her.. but failed.. dont wanna say why failed.. she asked whether she could sit in our group for sit down lunch.. so what was i suppose to say?? 'NO? I DONT LIKE YOU?!?!?' omg.. so... she talked to me.. and she kept saying that she's sad and heartbroken.. then only i realised she's starting to get annoying with this whole relationship thing. ugh.. then we went outside the whanau for the rest of the lunch.. and she kept disturbing me with 'her look' and 'her questions'.. argh.. i got so angry.. but i didnt show it.. so, she asked me whether did i believe her when she said she liked me or not.. so i said 'i dont know what should i answer' coz u know, she know i dont like her.. (i think) and sometimes, some girls might say 'aiya, im just kidding with you. i dont like you. i was joking' those kind of jokes.. so i first said 'i dont believe you' then she gave me a face.. then i said 'ohh, i believe you'.. then she started asking me ques AGAIN.. i got so irritated.. and i just wanted to SLAP her man. argh.. i got so mad, i ignored her.. until she stood in front of me, and she told me 'if we dont settle this today, I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO'.. WOW! i got so shocked man.. i was like 'wth? she's getting creepy and freaky man'.. omg.. i tot she was going to kill me! anyway, so i said to her.. WHAT?!?!? and she said 'did u understand me on friday?' then i terus said 'YES!'.. and she said, 'so?' i just kept quiet la... then she said ' do u like anyone now?' so i said 'YES.." then she gt happy.. but i said 'she's in malaysia' HAHAHAHAHAH!!! LOL! she terus 'zha dao' man! Woohoo! i was so happy inside.. i had to get back at her.. hahaha.. i mean bah i know..

anyway, so our relationship is now blend. nothing already. i still dont feel like talking to her.. but then cannot too obvious bah kan? i need friends here bah kan? hahaha.. lol.. so i still say hi to her la sometimes.. okok only la.. i still ignore her.. lol..

you wouldnt believe what she told me online the dat after i told her i didnt like her.. of coz i blocked her on msn.. but i unblocked her for some reason.. i forgot why.. but dont worry, she blocked now.. AHHAHA!! anyway, she said.. 'im so heartbroken.. 2 times in 2 weeks.' i was kinda blur on what she said.. but then, after a few minutes of reading and repeating what she said, i finally got it! she likes 2 guys.. and she got DUMPED by both of them in 2 weeks! omg.. she's a serial dater man.. shit her.. i was like 'wow, im so cheap meh???? u got dumped terus find me??' walau.. i was kinda insulted la..so i answered rest of her questions with alot of sarcasm and i went offline after that.. and after thinking about it.. i think i know who is the other guy.. but its another long story.. so i lazy type la.. anyway........

ok, so the GIRL THAT I DO LIKE... she told me she likes my old hair.. WOW.. i terus wanna cut my hair back to its old style man.. IM SERIOUS.. im going to.. hahaha.. and u know what? the girl who i rejected also said i should get my old hairstyle back.. but i was like 'nahhh.. i like my hair now' BUT AFTER MY DREAMGAL (opposite of mj's quote. i.e DREAMBOY) said it, i was like 'LETS MAKE AN APPOINTMENT TO GO CUT MY HAIR!!!' hahahahahaahahahah!!! i know.. happy bah me.. lol. .and she's really nice.. so its an extra bonus.. she really wants my old hairstyle back.. so i'll dedicate my hairstyle to her when i get it cut during the hols.. awwww..

anyway, life has been ok.. the 3 INTERNALS that i have this week was HARD MAN! first was Economics.. i think i did ok.. i memorised the HELL out it man.. i got so tired.. then it was Business.. i studied hard too.. and to my surprise the thing that i didnt study came out.. ARGH.. then Maths.. oh no.. dont talk about maths.. i got soooo stucked.. i realise its EASY to pass.. but its hard to get a higher grade.. for example, its easy to get a 'C' in maths, which is ACHIEVED (thats wat they call PASS in NZ).. just like SSTTSS 60+.. but its kinda difficult to get a 'B' which is MERIT (thats wat they call CREDIT in NZ) and about 75+.. but its HARD to get a 'A' which is EXCELLENCE (thats what they call DISTINCTION in NZ).. hahaha! u blur? hahahah.. anyway, i hope i can get a Merit.. even thought i think i wont.. argh...

OMG.. the school BALL is coming.. its actually in June.. but like EVERYONE is preparing man!! im serious.. people are designing their gowns and renting their LIMO's already.. im not joking.. but its damn expensive.. $80 per person.. im still not sure whether im going.. see la, if i can get a partner.. or i'll just go as a gang.. man i wish our sttss gang is here.. we can go HIGH there la.. reli like a school ball man.. like gt a theme and everything.. and i was told the food is good and the decor too.. awww.. if only our gang is here.. *sobs*

im so tired nowadays.. haiz.. oh yea.. im gonna send back stuff to u guys.. so get ready. the candies, i've labelled them and said who gets what.. some is to share with everyone.. some is to share with people who went to the airport.. and some is for OUR GANG only.. got it? haha. its labelled la..

miss me? hahah.. i need the love from my ex classmates.. argh.. no one find me la.. im so sad :(

A treat for everyone..

Dear Mrs Black (Girl),
I miss you. I need you. Oh baby, Oh baby,
Im your Milk, You are my Coffee.
I dance, You sing,
I throw, You jump,
Im strong, Your skinny,
Im the paper, You are my pen,
Im white, Your black,
Im the sugar, You are my chocolate,
I play basketball, You TEACH people basketball,
I like chocolates, You ARE the chocolate,
Im HOT, Your COLD,
I like the way you speak Chinese, You like my English,
I just love you, You love me too.

You know where I Sit.
xoxo,
Mr White (Boy)

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Arghhh.. i've been having this HORRIBLE headache for two weeks!!!! Such a terrible time to be in school. Argh.. anyway, i finished my Media Studies internal.. which was super duper hard! I actually didnt finish it, i finished 5 essays.. which i was suppose to write 6! but the teeacher takes the best 4 answers to grade you.. its so so so hard. finally its over! hmm.. im so regretting taking Economic in new zealand. its so hard lah! imagine us complaining about Ekonomi in Sttss.. you should seriously take economics in nz, then i bet you'll love taking ekonomi in malaysia.. im serious. i dont understand a thing here! Whereas in sttss you just needa understand and memorise.. here, theres like so much to memorise, but the questions are never the same..its something like those general knowledge questions thing, but its super hard to answer. omg. im suffering. should have taken Accounting instead. coz i saw my friends notes, and its something exactly like sttss.. those easy questions.. but then.. argh.. i dont know :(... anyway, i will be having THREE internals NEXT WEEK! LIKE THREE!! OMG! Economics, Maths and Business Operations.. im so nervous.. help

Awww.. i miss kelly clarkson.. glad to hear that she's back with a new album.. she stands up for the FAT people in the industry.. not fat la. but the not fit artists.. she rocks.

Happy Belated Birthday Ian :) I messaged him yesterday.. see, i remembered :)

Awww.. Ugly Betty season 3 is overrrrr... so sad lahhh.. i cant wait for season 4.. the ending of season 3 is not as dramatic as season 2.. but, i loved season 3.. amanda is hottt and funny man! Gwadalaharahhhhh.... :)

Hmmmm.. i've been dreaming of the next holiday.. which will come after term 1 finishes! 3 more weeks.. im counting the days.. so sad lah.. im just SICK of school.. so so so boring.

I have memorised the whole TV schedule in nz! i know what shows are playing on everyday! hahaha.. those tv shows keep me sane here. im such in need for tennis coverage.. seriously. so angry....

I hate the weather now. like 2 days of this week have been raining like hell! and cold as the north pole.. reaching 14°C.. and then, the rest of the days is like 26°C and one day it even reached 29°C! like come on, how could you NOT be sick when the weather is like this. so terrible. i've been mad and like moody the whole week.. i think its the weather's problem.. hahha!!!

I miss kk.. i still do.. when will i get over it? hmmm...

Luckyyy!

i still got this pic, ok??? ISH

Ohhhh.. i personally loved this friday.. for some reason.. coz like on usual fridays, i have mixed feelings.. one fact is that the next day is saturday, so i dont have scholl.. so that makes me happy.. but then, the time on friday passes by really really slow! and i feel so so so bored on fridays.. plus i get headaches on friday.. so some freaking reason.. ahahaha!! BUT this friday, was great!!! coz.... the time passed super duper fast..and the weather was perfect! like so cooling.. it did rain, but like a few minutes.. and the weather was perfect! plus, i like smiled on my way home.. HAHAHAHA! I got so happy to go home that i smiled! hahahah.. then like theres teachers who stand at the entrance and exit of the school, like school gate thingy, who looks at us and make sure we cross the street properly, and they are there to make sure no accidents happen..they stand there everyday.. morning when we go to school, and afternoon when we finish.. hahaha.. then the teacher on friday was this nice lady. she's like one of the higher post in the school.. i think the 2nd asst principal or something like that. then she was wearning her HUGE sunglasses wishing students goodbye and smiling and telling them to have a good weekend.. and me, smiling on my way home, SMILED and greeted her..AHAHAH! i was in the happy mood bah.. sometimes kan, i feel really bad, coz mostly all the teachers to have to do the duty thing, always say bye and hi, and mostly all the students ignore them.. always la.. so i felt bad.. so i smiled really BIG and said bye to her.. so she smiled back and said bye too.. and as i passes her, u know what she said? 'Oooo.. NICE BAG!' HAHAHA! guess which bag? the RED NIKE BAG! hahah.. happy averyl? LOL! hahaha.. thanks to everyone, again, who bought me the sling bag.. i love it! it seems the lady liked it too.. hahaha! so i turned around and shouted 'THANKS! and smiled back at her. HAHAHA.. i felt too happy bah.. she was really nice too.. keke :) the teachers here are niceeeee.. better than the moody teachers in sttss.. even though sttss got some fun teachers oso la.. hahaha...

i LOVEEEE my bag :)

omggg.. ooVoo is soooo fun man.. fun la.. but super laggy oh! so angry.. then like the line is so lousy everytime.. so, always blur.. but i did get some snapshots! HAHAHAH! everyone should get ooVoo! :)

Yeeeee.. mau kiss??

Stinky armpits~! HAHAHAHA

omg! u know wat? ok, i bought a Ripcurl shirt in australia last august that cost like $89, but then it was on sales, so it was $69.. so i thought cheap la kan? so i bought it man! so its like RM207 la!!! then, when shopping here in nz, i found out, there's nicer shirts that are wayyyy more cheaper! like $45 only la!!! and its really nice.. omg.. dont shop in aussie.. shop in nz! and like the exchange rate is lower than aussie lagi! walaueh!!!

Till next time,
Stephennnnn..

Ok, so theres this really embarrasing thing that happened to me la.. omggg.. its really personal.. that has to do with my personal life.. not those toh soi personal stuff.. AHHAH.. dont wanna tell it out here.. see la.. if i have the mood next time.. kakaka..

Labels: internal, ooVoo, personal life, school, sick, ugly betty, weather

Friday, March 13, 2009

FRIDAY THE 13th! hahahha.. did you know that there's 3 'Friday the 13th' in this year alone?? there's one in february. today and december.. well, hopefully you're not superstitious.. if notttttt, MUAHAHAHAHA...

anyway, i had my first internal today! its actually on monday. its for my Media Studies.. and im FEELING THE PRESSURE already! we are suppose to watch an extract from a movie, and we get questions and we needa write essays. long long essays. and today, we watched the extract.. 'Sleepy Hollow' by Tim Burton.. he is also the director of Sweeney Todd. and Johnny Depp is like his main actor that he always uses. i know, i did a research on him. my first test in the year, and its superrr hard! its not like you just need to write an essay on the summary of the movie, you need to look BEYOND the film. look at the unusual parts and write about them. you choose between sound effect, camera movement, camera angle, shot sizes, production set/design.. etc.. and its not easy.. well,it is easy if you have the sheet of answers beside you and you can refer to it.. but in this internal, you cant! i will get the test paper on monday, and i will have to answer two parts, and each part, we can choose an element (like camera angle, etc.) and each question, i needa write THREE ANSWERS! 3 ESSAYS!!! omg! its like one whole fullscape paper is the LEAST you can write on one element!!!! its so so so hard! but atleast i can go home and research and find clues online and memorise them.. because i have 3 days to write.. but the catch is i can only write in the class,that means that i will have to hand it up when the bell rings. so thats super hard.. i didnt know media studies is this hard! ahahahahha.. you still 'bengong' about what i said? this is an example of my practice answer in one of my Dracula Close Reading ' the high angle shot makes him look vulnerable as he comes through the door. the director has deliberately done this to foreshadow the attack that is going to happen in the next few shots..' hahahahaha! obvioously i couldnt write this on my own. i had to refer to ALL the notes my teacher gave :) im actually anxious and scared of the outcome.. im really terrified and nervous about it..

NZ doesnt have any HOLIDAYS AT ALL! hahaha.. like only 3 or 4 days the whole year i think! can you believe it? Malaysia has like 4 a month! HAHAH! LOL! but atleast i dont have school on saturday.. Hmmm.. my first term holiday starts in April.. for two weeks.. i wonder what am i going to do then.. i dont want to find a job just yet.. but my parents has been pushing me to do so since they got here! What pressure! hahaha.. hmmm.. i dont know what's wrong with the weather here man! is there like a thunder storm coming towards new zealand or something?? its been so freking cold everyday! im getting sick.. i think.. the weather here is FREAKYYY! its raining for like one minute and sun comes out the next.. im not freaking kidding.. very scary.. its sunny, then cloudy, then windy and then the rain comes.. you can seriously get sick i tell you. im afraid.. coz its been under 15°C everyday.. which is not good since im walking to school and NOT PREPARED.. i think im going to have to bring the school's vest to school now.. the school uniform is freaking expensive! the fact that we complain about STTSS uniforms to be pricey, one shirt here is like $50++ man! RM100!! and there's like short sleeves and long sleeves.. i only got the short sleeves ones..coz its summer.. and im NOT planning to buy long sleeves ones.. even though i think im going to FREEZE in winter without them, its just tooo expensive! my school trousers is like $70++! omg.. expensive huh? and the vest costs about $60++.. all the money wasted there for 'UNIFORMS'.. arghh... and i cant bring outside and other branded jackets into school! its must be the school's jacket..that is such a lousy rule.. so i think i needa get the school's jacket next week.. that costs about $100++.. and thats just like a thin, water-proof, windbreaker that costs RM200++!! ARGH! but i need it.. coz its raining these few days and it will rain during winter.. soo.. but the other STUUPID thing is, jackets CANT be worn in classes! but u can wear it to and fro to classes.. isnt it DUMB???? i know rite? if you want to wear the school's jacket in the class, you needa buy another kinda jacket.. its like a 'blazer' where like STTSS prefects wear?? like the black coat they wear during teachers day and stuff? yeah.. its like that.. but its NOT water-proof ANDDDD IT COSTS $240!!! RM480 MAN! omggggg... (pls say ur jaw is dropping too just like mine when i first found out!) expensive mannnn..

ok, so ugly betty is up to its LAST EPISODE.. Awww.. in my opinion, i liked this season.. it had 'more flavour'.. hahaha.. good quote aye? hahaha.. anyway, i particularly likes this season.. coz i read online that the director agreed to the other comments on that the second season wasnt concentrating on betty's life.. it was mainly people outside her life.. but they wanted to change that.. and i think they did a good job of it. i sont want this season to end.. argh.. another few months in waiting for the fourth season! hehehehe..

whats freaking happening to Maria Sharapova man? argh! i miss her so badly that i kinda forgot her.. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? wait, i didnt forget her, i forgot TENNIS! im not THAT into it anymore.. the fact that theres no freaking tennis coverage here, i've grown out of it.. i miss it so bad.. Maria made her comeback from injury YESTERDAY! and she lostttt.. she's taking it one step at a time.. part of me thinks thats good.. coz i want her to slowly get back into the game and take things slowly to prevent the injury to come back again..but the selfish side of me wants her to play MORE MORE MORE! hahaha.. i know.. i just miss her.. she played doubles only.. she's taking it slow.. i miss her.....

i wanna go shopping.. hahaha! I KNOW.. i bought so much already.. cant wait for SUMMER CLEARANCE! hahahahaha.. clothes to buy back and wear in KK.. muahahahha.. my favourite word will soon be 'CLEARANCE'.. hahaha! funny ey? i bought a shirt the other day again.. STAG.. its a great brand :) their polo shirts are great.. im just waiting for sales..

school life has been ok.. friends has been ok too.. i think i just need more time.. more time to adjust.. im just terrified of the things to come.. internals are coming.. OH YEAH! people who are in AI who are reading this, where is my Science file? and Moral project? hahaha.. i was just thinking about them.. hehe :) can someone get it for me and keep it till i get back to kk and give it to me? hahahaa... thanks....

ok.. so the people who remind me when i see people look-alikes in school....
-Hajar (theres this girl so has the same characteristics as she does.. HAHAH! the OBVIOUS characteristics!)
-Max! (theres this guy who just gives me the impression of max.. he seems really friendly and nice.. even though i havent met him yet!)
-Jacky (yes, jacqerina han! hahaha.. someone who looks like her and has the same aura)
-those snobby girls in sttss (you know who lah! banyak here oh!)
-got lagi ohhh.. but i cant think of them now.. argh.. i'll get back to them later :)

Congrats to the STTSS-ians for getting through the exams.. i miss the exams last minute studying and other exam fun happenings.. hahaha.. i miss everyone back there.. still, im homesickkk.. miss ya. wish me luck for my internals :)

Stephen.

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Hmmm..so, there's been a lot of things that i wanna update about. But time has been my enemy.. i know.. ARGH! there's sooo much homework.. which i don't want to do!

Okay, so lets see... i've been thinking about friends and back home a lot lately.. don't know why.. mood swings.. hahahha... time difference is so cruel.. i could have chatted with friends all night long.. bt the stupid time diff is killing me! so mad..

My first project in school and i got a 'Excellence'.. YAY! hahaha.. we have 3 grades.. Achieved, Merit and Excellence. But too bad this project does not have any credits available.. so its just kinda not important thing.. but i think i did really well :) It was for my financial literacy class.. where we had to create a 'Dream Board' with all your Goals.. short-term, mid-term and long-term..well, of course, as i didn't have that much sources, e.g magazines, for my poster, i had to refresh my memory of using photoshop! hahaha! thanks David Wong! ahahhaaha.... i remembered how to cut n paste the pics, so, my project was done by photoshop.. and i have to say, i love doing projects :) keke..

My Dream Board

So my classes have been really BORING lately.. just looking out the windows, day-dreaming.. that's when all my memories of the good time came back.. awww.. i didn't want to stop day-dreaming.. thinking about the junior life and senior life.. what fun we had.. argh.... then, all of a sudden, i thought about all the 'water' games we played in class, and the 'bushes' game we played outside classes.. and the games we played in the junior years.. if only it could happen again... especially bullying the teachers.. not bullying lah... that sounds so mean.. but talking and disturbing the teachers..and not to forget tuition lessons.. OMG! that was like the best tuition i've ever had! haha! even though the teacher kinda 'ripped' us off our tuition fees, we still had fun.. we were like Merdeka supermarket's regular customers man! hahahah! so fun i tell you.. playing water in her (dont wanna mention her name la.. not good) hse, until her sofa and floor was dripping wet..and we used her couch pillows as our shields to block ourself from water.. HAHAHAH! i bet after u hear this story, you would wann go to that tuition teacher,eh? hahaha! we make the whole living room floor wet.. and we got scared that she would trip (coz she was pregnant too.) so we were scared like if she fell, and her baby got 'gugur' oledi, DIE LAH kan? hahaha! so we took like her BOX of tissues ad started cleaning the floor.. using tissue after tissue..we were tempted to use her whole pillow to clean it up.. HAHA! wow.. best tuition ever.. plus the dayt it was flooding.. and we were screaming and I HAD TO WALK IN THE FLOOD TO MERDEKA SUPERMARKET! hahaha.. and I would scare yinman and hajar with the dog.. and one time yinman RAN to her car whole screaming coz of the dog.. haha! and hajar too.. that was a BLAST!!! and then hajar fell in the toilet when it was flooding.. her facial expression when she said 'i fell down WAS HILARIOUS! i couldnt stop laughing.. theres just too many stories about that particular tuition centre.. i miss it so badly.. hmmm.. beginning of 2008 was a BLAST! hahaha.. the lower chinese taking over the AI's.. wooo! that was funnnnnn.....

Aww.. DURING TUITION! (with Easy Way!!)

now, back to about my school, hahaha.. will be having mufti tomolo! which means we can wear ANYTHING to school.. but then, its SEA WEEK this week... so its preferable to wear the 'sea' colours.. hahahaha.. so i think im going to wear jeans with a blue or green shirt.. not too sure yet.. will take more more more pics! yay! cant wait...i actually wanna wear something non-green or blue.. but my friends are in the ENVIROSCHOOLS where they are in-charge of the SEA WEEK thing..so they would KILL ME if i dont go in blue or green.. hehe..

Leaving to school..

Back from school..

Ohhh... im going on a field trip next monday! yay! err.. its for my business operations class.. really exciting.. ermm, i'll be going to Manukau city centre and will got to this hall where we will hear a talk and get into groups and like discuss and like sorta learn about how to run your own business things.. sounds fun.. and there are free food! ahahaha.. so its kinda exciting..

Today has been FREEZING!!! autumn is coming soon.. but there has not been any sign of the sun today! which is sooooooo freaky! i had to walk in the cold cold wind.. and walk back with the rain.. sad eh? hahaha.. its been windy and cold today.. really extremely cold and windy.. here's the weather report - Heavy rain warning in place for the next 12 hours. High wind warning in place for the next 12 hours. ARGH! its been like

15℃ today.. its cold! have been walking to classes in the strong wind.. and i can imagine hajar now laughing at me and saying ' Alah, you tulang didnt kena blown away ah?' HAHAHA! am i correct? hahaha!

Will be updating more.. have to update about my Athletics Day.. which is long over-due.. hahaha..

Athletics Day.. (What's to come)

Last but not least.....so..... there's this girl.. i know.. shocking?? haha.. well, yeah.. there's this girl.. full stop :P

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Okayy.. so im kinda lazy to type my whole weekend at the Bay of Islands. really enjoyed it though.. here are some of the pics that i curi curi take pics in the island. HAHAHAH! for mj lah of coz.. :)