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Friday, April 24, 2009

Okay... over with my Youtube phase....

Awww.. poor Stephanie.. the Miss Universe Australia pageant woman.. she is soooooo skinny... dont ever be skinny.. be PERFECT :)

Just realised that Ugly Betty for season 3 hasnt finished! haha.. there's still 4 episodes.. hahaha.. but it will only be aired on 30th April..

After hearing Kris sing on American Idol, i fell in love with the song he sang... man its good.. if i had a great voice, this would be one of the songs that i would want to sing.....

Lyrics | Glen Hansard - Falling Slowly lyrics

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You'll make it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along

its just touching to hear it and sing it.. with all the emotions and feelings you get when you actually sing it. So touching.

moving on... I LOVEEEE BECKI NEWTON! hahaha.. she's cool.. she's top of my list of people who I would want to meet in the future. She's HOT.

School's starting next week. OH NO... i dont wanna go back.. seriously.. i've tasted the feeling of having two weeks off.. and i dont wanna go back! ugh.. i hate the school life.

im starting to NOT miss you anymore.. so its good.. its all good.. im glad to have gone through this phase. it has helped me to get over the problem that i have been facing. FINALLY!

Go Adam Lambert,
Stephen :D

Monday, April 20, 2009

Things changes... yeap.. they do....

As you can read my title, it hasn't been the best WEEK. I did get to go out and DO STUFF.. but, those thoughts just keep coming back. They haunt me at night. And discovering other new (so called) 'stories'.. it has made me even more moody. I just cant explain my feelings now..... I've been so lost.. and not knowing the REAL intentions of something, of someone.. I was WRONG.. totally WRONG.. how can you feel so happy one day, and moody the next? Its such a mystery. Nothing has been going right in life. Is this how its going to turn out? All the plans for the future? GONE? Would it happen? I hope so..... i hope you/they feel the same way too.....

Another week has gone by. Dont want to really wanna blog about my daily life anymore.. since its not private anymore =.=".... if you get what i mean...

Went to the Royal Easter Show the other day.. IT WAS A BLAST.. that was the only time my mind was not thinking about 'THEM'...... i guess you could say 'THEM'....

ROYAL EASTER SHOW

Super Loop

Scream Machine!

CADBURY! haha.. the people had to climb up to get MONEY!

The Carnival

Round-Up

Other rides

Kamikaze

Before the gate closed...

Its gonna start!

Can you see me?

AHHHHHH!!

After the ride

SHAMMY!!!!

Before leaving..

People who I thought were there ARENT
People who I hoped were there ARENT
People who I KNEW were there ARENT
What a shame......

A disappointed,
Stephen

Sunday, April 12, 2009

okayyy.. so after the Lady Gaga on American Idol thing, i went to Youtube to search for LIVE videos. And i came across alot of artists with their Live performances.. AND, to tell the truth, LIVE CONCERTS sometimes changes ur personal attraction to the artist.. you get me? like, Rihanna.. she improves when she sings her songs as she does more and more Live performances.. But, still.. kinda a turn-off to watch her live.. i would rather get high listening to the radio.. LOL.. then icame across Britney Spears Live Performances.. AND, she sounded EXACTLY like her recordings.. could she be lip-singing? or is she REALLY THAT GOOD.. i mean, she dances like a wild hot woman, and sings at the same time? im not saying its impossible.. BUT, shouldn't you be like out of breath while doing it? so, ur 'breathing' sound should be obvious through the microphone, rite? but she doesnt even have one 'breath moment'.. LOL.... im serious.. check in out! and like her voice is EXACTLY the same.. plus she doesnt do anyting different with the song.. most artist would do something with the song.. go have a look.. im serious....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_q9VcumyXD8 (the person removed the Embed thing)

But then, i came across this video of Metro Station's Shake It.. MAN IT ROCKS! hahahah.. no bah, i mean, it rocks to be there! i can imagine, all of us, Averyl YinMan Meijin Hajar Alex HIGHING there lo! singing and getting crazy man! seriously.. sorry for not mentioning all the names.. our gang too big ba.. lol... anyway,, when will it be our time to go to a LIVE CONCERT together? i wanna go oh.. the nearest we could go would be in KL @ GENTING.. genting always got bah kan? lol.. i seriously wanna go la..

Ohhh... im still a HUGE DAVID COOK fan.. if theres a Concert anywhere near me, i'd definitely GO.. no matter what.. he rocks man.. seriously.. watch

OMG! BEYONCE ROCKS LIKE HELL!! watch her move...

I love this song.

HAHA..
You Raise Me Up - Wang LeeHom + Westlife

Last but not least,

McFly

Just felt like updating,
Stephen :)

Saturday, April 11, 2009

OMG! was Lady Gaga AWESOME on American Idol or what!!?!?!?! OMG.. she rocks man! her dance movement puts you in awe! HAHAHA.. really, im just so stunned when i watch her dance. haha.. go GaGa..

Anyway, to keep you guys updated, my Dad left this morning. Early early morning.. soooo.. the surprise box is on its way back to Malaysia :) my dad will message or call chang yinman.. around 14th or 15th April.. AND, its a GREEN BOX.. okie? muahahahha..

omg.. u know what? People here DONT KNOW THAT MALAYSIANS SPEAK ENGLISH! hahaha.. people are sooo surprised that i speak english. lol.. they get so shocked to hear me speak 'perfect' english. (without the malay & chinese slang) lol.. hahahha...

Ohhhh.. there's something REALLY REALLY funny that happened.. okay, so, theres this Learning to Learn lesson that we have. Its like this lesson where we learn (STUPID) stuff.. seriously.. like really DUMB, useless stuff. Anyway, so my class had L2L (short form) the other day. And, we had to fill in this L2L Overview, a questionnaire asking what have we learnt so far, so, it had all these useless questions.. there was this question, "What are the Three Higher Order Thinking Skills that you have learnt so far?" So, next to me, and the guy infront of me are both from Hong Kong. THEN! the one in front of me is REALLY REALLY DUMB (im mean) he's slow la.. so, the guy next to me was like 'What is this question about?' then he said 'OH! i know the answer. 3 Higher.. so that me the answer is Higher, Medium, Low loh!' HAHHAHAHAHHAAHHA!!! I KNOW, dumb rite? but the funniest thing is, the guy in front of me, REALLY WROTE THAT ANSWER! HAHAHA... i was laughing inside man! LOL.. then the guy in front asked the guy next to me, 'How do you spell Medium? Issit Mi..... Mi... mi-what ah?' Then the guy next to me went 'Ha?? Errr.. Mi... Mi... MIDIUM.' HAHAHAH!!! SOOOOOO FUNNY LA! hahahah.. i was too tired to tell them anything.. they didnt ask me for my help oso! HAHAH! then the last question was 'How do you think we can improve the L2L Lesson?' HAHAHAHAHA.. so the guy in front asked me what the question is about.. so i tried my best to translate. so he asked me 'What did you put for your answer then?' Then i said 'Oh.. i wrote Make the lesson more fun and interesting (i simply told him) and to make it more exciting. Because the class isalways boring.' MANATAU!!! you know what he wrote???? 'THE CLASS IS TOO BORING.' HAHAHAHAHAAHAHA!! i laughed so badly inside man! LOL.. im mean...

Ohhhh.. when i heard Disturbia in the Car Radio the other day, it reminded me about me and meijin's plan, to follow TianChai, in his KANCIL and go around KK, singing and getting high to ALL of these songs.. HAHAHHA.. i know bah kan.. FUN OK? remember MJ? mj and i was so in the mood to burn the songs into a disc and go find TC the next day and follow his car and play the disc in his car radio player la! HAHHAHA.... manatau, he rejected our idea.. his excuse was 'My car dont have radio de.. it broke down long time ago...' But no worries, this is still one of the plans when i go back to KK.. YAY

O0o0o.. the ROYAL EASTER SHOW is here! weeeee.. its like a Carnival with games and food and small ROLLER COASTER i think... hahaha.. will be going on monday..... hopefully.. YAY

Will be going to the 'Open Leash Park' with Kola (the dog) and my aunty and cousins and niece and sister and mum next week for a picnic.. YAY! CANT WAIT MAN.. its like this open park where dogs can run free without a leash.. so fun baby! cant wait to play with Kola.. yeahhhh..

omggggg.. its been FREAKING COLD these few days.. autumn is REALLY HERE.. raining almost everyday now.. and everyday seems to be getting colder day by day.. ugh.. how to enjoy the holiday when its freezing? but its still ok.. just below 10degrees.. keke... not bad lah.. still boleh tahan..

My hair at night.. LOL

My UGLY school uniform & jumper

SkyCity Metro Cinemas (hajar's fav cinema. LOL)

i LOVE this CONVERSE JACKET MAN! waiting for SALES

This Adidas one too! HURRY SALES!!!

Till next time,
Stephen.

Labels: car radio, cold, disturbia, L2L, lady gaga, open leash park, royal easter show

Though a shoulder injury has kept Maria Sharapova out of action since last summer, she was still a notable presence at the Sony Ericsson Open, hitting the promotional circuit for her sponsors in Miami.

Sharapova attended a meet-and-greet at the Cole Haan store in the Village at Merrick Park and filmed a promotional spot for the new Sony Ericsson T707 phone during the player party held at Liv nightclub in the trendy hotel Fontainebleau.

Neither Sharapova’s injury nor the dismal economic climate seem to be harming her empire. Daniel Kaplan writes in the Sports Business Journal that three of her sponsors—Nike subsidiary Cole Haan, Tag Heuer and Sony Ericsson—are launching ad campaigns starring the former world No. 1, signs that “Sharapova Inc.” is staying strong. It was also reported that Sharapova has inked a new shampoo-company deal worth $2.5 million a year, and will be shooting the ad campaign this week.

Additionally, Sharapova, who is dating Charlie Ebersol, son of NBC Sports and Olympics chief Dick Ebersol, is working on a television project. Her previous foray into the small-screen world didn’t work out (her tennis-themed drama with the CW network never came to fruition), but that setback didn’t prevent the 21-year-old from trying again.

“She will serve as the executive producer of a weekly drama series loosely based on her life that MTV has agreed to run,” Kaplan reports. “[Her agent Max] Eisenbud is also planning an animation series portraying her as a tennis player by day and a spy/superhero by night who uses the global tennis tour as a cover. Sharapova plans to do voice-overs for both series.”

Taken from TENNIS.com Backcourt :)

Sunday, April 5, 2009

My promise to MeiJin....

Cinema 8

OHHH! During BANGKOK DANGEROUS! Rawr..

NAHHHHH!!!! Evidence! Ada gambar okay!

I slept on your shoulder again loh!! ok!?!? wait..tat sounded weird

Happy la kan Mj? Take Picture of me SLEEPING IN CLASS!

CAKAP TIADA GAMBAR??? Hmmmmm....

Im good bah kan MJ? LOL..
anyway, i just realised that its much easier to get into Uni in Nz since im studying here.. DUH! haha.. i mean, after meeting with the Career Advisor, i found out that its easy to get into Uni.. But its hard to get into THE BEST UNI.. am i true?

Target - The University Of Auckland
2nd Choice - Auckland University of Technology

Here in Nz, the University Entrance Requirements is kinda confusing.. The main thing that you need is Year13 (in in year12) Credits. Do you wanna know the Approved Subjects that the University recognises?

Accounting	Indonesian
Agriculture & Horticulture	Japanese
Biology	Korean
Chemistry	Latin
Chinese	Mathematics with Calculus
Classical Studies	Media Studies
Computing	Music
Cook Islands Maori	Painting (Practical Art)
Dance	Photography (Practical Art)
Design (Practical Art)	Physical Education
Drama	Physics
Economics	Printmaking (Practical Art)
English	Samoan
French	Science
Geography	Sculpture (Practical Art)
German	Spanish
Graphics	Social Studies
Health Education	Statistics and Modelling
History	Te Reo Rangatira or Te Reo Maori
History of Art	Technology

And, these Subjects, are only recognised by other Universities other than Auckland Uni.. In order to get in, I would have to get good grades in English, Economics, One Maths Subject and Media Studies. Omg.. Hard lah! but, this uni is easier because they take your two HIGHEST marks subject, and combine your other two subject marks. So its easier.. much much easier..

which means Auckland Uni is the BEST Uni in NZ.. lol.. hahaha.. Auckland Uni only recognises

Classical Studies
Accounting
English
Biology
Geography
Chemistry
History
Economics
History of Art
Mathematics with Calculus
Te Reo Mäori OR Te Reo Rangatira
Physics
Statistics and Modelling

So few subjects kan? haiz.. In order to get into Auckland Uni, i would have to score SUPER GOOD in English, Economics and one Maths. Because, this uni needs only 3 Subjects (i think) but most probably i would have to take 2 MATHS subjects next year in order to have a GREATER chance of getting in. But the calculations to get into the Uni is COMPLICATED! hahahah.. I will also MAYBE have to take up Geography next year. Not too sure yet..

Regretting now of NOT taking up Legal Studies ( Law.. in case i wanna be a lawyer bah kan? lol.. this subject is like just learning and memorising ALL the laws and stuff.. so its benefitial to whoever who wanna study law... ah well....) and NOT taking Accounting.. I saw my friends papar the other day.. kinda easy lo! just like sttss punya.. Petty Cash those la.. hahahaha.. dunno la.. haiz..

Okayyy.. for my future.. i have mixed emotions about what to study.. My choices...

Bachelor of Law (4 Years)

Bachelor of Business (3 Years)
Majoring in
- Management
- Design

Bachelor of International Hospitality Management (3 Years)
Majoring in
- Event Management
- Food & Beverage
- Tourism

Bachelor of Tourism Studies
Majoring in
- Hospitality

Bachelor of Arts (3 Years)
Majoring in
- Event Management ( more Career Opportunities Available )

Bachelor of Design and Visual Arts (3 Years)
Majoring in
- Graphic Design
- Interior Design
- Photography and Media Arts
- Visual Arts

Conjoint Programmes
-Bachelor of International Hospitality Management and Business (4 Years)

SEI FOH! im stuck.. hahahha.. not kinda sure what to do.. But it feels as if all the things that I want to study will not give me a good future.. as in, its not CERTAIN that i would get a good job.. unless i study something like Law or be a Doctor or something like that.. argh. HELP

Went shopping today! At Dress-Smart.. :) Dress-Smart is like the CLERANCE shopping mall.. so everything is like sort of second hand kinda 'cannot sell' & 'needs to be cleared out' CLOTHES.. lol.. anyway, sales is suprisingly a bit over.. but not completely OVER! keke.. some are cheap.. but some arent cheap too.. so.. I bought stuff.. :) and my Dad Paid.. Weeee.. Coz he's leaving in one weeks time...... Awww....

Stephen

Labels: bachelor, bangkok dangerous, cinena, future, shopping

Friday, April 3, 2009

Hey! haha.. i feel like changing my outline for my blog. kinda not liking it anymore. go figure....

Anyway, im getting sick again. argh. I have to walk to school everyday in the cold conditions. Where there's mist whenever i exhale. hahaha.. i know, its exciting.. but sometimes, it can be really cold. and me, not being prepared, i only wear one layer of clothing. dumb me.

So, i think i would update about my school life. So, i got back my internals this week. ok lah, kinda sad.. coz i only got achieved.. which is pass.. i missed out on one question in Maths and Economics to get Merit! Sh*t! so mad u know.. it was a careless mistake.. but for my maths, i have never passed a test since.... junior3? so.. im happy oso la.. hahahaha! i got all correct for my Achieved questions. so im quite happy :)

Parents & Teachers & Students interview yesterday. i only went to find 3 teachers. and also the Carreer Advisors. So, i went to find my Media Studies, Financial Literacy and Maths teachers. I decided to find them because my '1st Term Reports' came back, and they didnt give me high marks.. so... i wanted to hear their point of view.. well, they all say that they like me and my behaviour in class.. (perasan bah i know..keke) anyway, they say im TOO QUIET~! can u believe it? well, its true, bcoz if ur a student here, you needa ask ALOT ALOT of questions to show that ur in the class and listening. THATS SO DUMB! hahaha.. in sttss, u just needa sleep in class then ur attitude good coz ur not talking. lol.

so, to the future, Cross Country is next week. Yay and Boo.. hahaha! first, im happy that i can run. i love running. especially long distances. haha! shocked? well, i havent been getting any exercise. i know if i wannt get fat, i should eat eat eat and dont exercise. hahaha! but i wanna be healthy bah! but the bad thing is, i dont have a friend who wants to run la! hahaha! boring bah if run alone. all my friends oso like lazy lazy like that :( lol.. see la..

NEXT WEEK IS THE LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL!! FINALLY! i cant wait for my holidays la.. its been so long since i had a break. argh. cant wait. seriously!

Well, April Fool was the worst April Fools in my entire life. My crazy friends not here oso. how to high, kan? haiz.. depressed la. ugh.. someone say 'must move on in life'. MOVE UR HEAD LA.. hahahahahha.. jk bahhhh :) i need to high soon.. or else......

Will be watching Psycho (alfred hitchcock's HORROR movie) in class next week. scared lah me! hahaha.. well, today, we watched another kinda horny movie in media again! hahaha.. its a nz movie, called 'Goodbye Pork Pie'. LOL! they showed boobs.. hahahhaa! and they were having sex and all. so horny lah the movie. then the teacher oso macam no rasa. he said in the middle of the year got more sex movies wah. LOL.. gerald high that.. anyway, the movie said its rated PG.. but everyone say how come teenagers can watch. hahaha.. funny lah.. everyone was like 'woahhhh..' (when the sex scene comes and the screaming orgasm) it reminded me of Amylline's Chicken Wings moan. HAHAHA! i love her sex voice. lol...

OHHH! Wrong Turn was on tv the other day! HAHAHAH! i remembered Wrong Turn 2 in charles's house! ahahahhahaah.. i missed that.. well, it was kinda freaky too la.. but Wrong Turn is funnier and crazier! HAHAHA! all the memories came rushing back! :)

OMG! i loveeee the sejarah project that Meijin ShukMun did la! OMG! hahahahah.... so funny man! i laugh until my stomach hurts man! omg.. it was so good! hahaha.. im serious.. i wanna be there la! i wanan act and shout and scream and 'bang' with u all.. so funny o! especially ur dance! hahahah! and gerald with his 'oh SHIT!' right in the fighting part. HAHAHAHA.. funny man! arghhh... and cym's "OBVIOUS" scream.. and hajar 'cucuk' herself with her keris. HAHAH.. and mj as the guy. guy kan her? LOL.. her moustache need to be more 'black' la! hahaha.. and fay anf emily rocked too.. shit mama.. i wann be there :(

Oklah AVERYL and ALEX! i will go take a pic of her soon.. lol.. ok? hahaha!

Pictures from my Athletics Day (long long ago)