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The tide is calm at the beginning, the times where you are just getting to know each other

Then the water starts getting clearer and clearer, the times where the both of us are really close

Then the water gets so clear until you can see your reflection, the times where both of faces meet each other every other day.

Then the water starts getting darker, the times where the relationship starts fading.

Then the tides come washing away everything, the times where there is a distance between us.

Then the water then turns into ice, the times where we get cold around each other.

Then the water melts, the times where I try my best to see you as my heart melts when I talk to you.

Then a big hole comes and drains the water away, the time where the atraction towards each other faded and got slowly drained away.

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Update? Here you go...
HOLIDAY - Skiing trip. Went to Rotorua, Taupo, and then Whakapapa @ Mt Ruapehu!

Skiing was GREAT. But didnt get to ski that much, as a blizzard was coming AND the weather was bad - rain and hail and SNOW! hahaha.. here's HALF of the pics (they're not in order).


The background is this Hotel that looks like a Castle

The Mountain.


Dirty Ice

Sis and I

Dancing?

Superman!!

Ice

What am I doing? Dancing bah kan?

Mt Whakapapa

JUMP

Once we first arrived

Sam-pah-lao with snowy ice

Outside the Reception place

On the way up

SS bah dia

Taupo

Nice view eh?

Huka Falls

Me and Sis

Wanna come join me?????

Rotorua town centre
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The 3 siblings

Rotorua

Any comment??


Both my sisters left me alone with my parents :( Biggest sis went back to Australia. Second sis moved out of home to live with her friends as her Uni was farrrr away from our new house :(. So that left me with my parents. But my dad is going back to KK on 3rd August. So, one more week left with Dad, then only me and mum left at home. Lonely eh?

Me mama got a job! as a teacher! haha.. teacher-aid actually. Just needa help out the teachers. No real work. LOL. plus, she just works 9-12 EVERYDAY. So thank goodness, she can send me to school in the morning on her way to work. Therefore, I DONT NEEDA WALK TO SCHOOL! Whoopie! Except for Thursdays though! As I start school late, i might need to walk to school. Boo! BUT, i also might have to walk back home from school everyday. Well, it depends.. whether my mum wanna fetch me or not. I hope she does. Coz, it might take me 20 minutes to walk home. Im serious. Much further than STTSS to Damai. So... pray for me. haha! i hope my leg muscles will get fitter. LOL.

Okay, so the new house is.... COLD! haha.. i mean, directly, COLD. Ugh.. But everythings good. I have my own room. LOL.. haha.. and i love it, well, its better than sharing, right? hahaha..

Ohhhh.. KOLA is coming over to stay with me! hahah.. coz my cousin is going over to Aussie for a short trip. So KOLA (the dog) will stay with me ! hahahha.. with the new house. Im so excited. He's so cute! Cant wait. And if YOU webcam with me, you'll be able to see him too! hahahha... Better yet, my cousin is paying me $10 a day! But the bad thing is, shes going away for only 6 days. So, $60 is alot eh? but i dont really care about the money.. Kola is just fun to play with. Yeah :)

Hmmm, August 16th is my Trade Fair day! We have to attend a expo, for my Business Operations class. we'll be able to sell our products on that day. All the way in the city. So i hope it will be fun :) Will definitely take pics. hahahha. My company is selling PENS. Lol.

OMG! Greys Anatomy! hahahahhaa.. I cant believe it! The last episode is hereeee! And i heard that Izzy is gonna die! But.. I dont know yet. so.... AND, Chuck is getting hotter, Desperate Housewives is always juicy, Ghost Whisperer is getting exciting too, The Bachelor is ok i guess, Survivor is such a disappointment (the people who I want to win is out), Stylista is...... fun to watch (but I think I can do better), ohhh, Apprentice is coming! hahahah.. yeahhh, thats about it..

OMG. Theres more International Students here in my school. AND MAN THEY ARE HOT HOT HOT! Theres this one gal, who looks like a model! im serious, she super duper HOT. Her eyes are devine. Owh mama! She's from Germany. Ohhhhh.. her looks are superb! And more are coming from France too! hahahaha.. and theres this one Brazilian Chick. Hot too. I mean, HELLO, theyre HOT!

Come on people, update your blog. I wanna know whats happening back home :) Come on Teresa, get a blog! hahahha.. and Averyl Bachi! Get ur blog back! AND, im expecting something from you from Aussie. Hahaha... Im waiting......

Stephen

Labels: cold, holidays, kola, new home, school, tv programs

sorry peeps. have been really really busy these few days..

i have been.......... packing!


coz im......

















MOVING HOUSES! Weeeeee....


hahaha.. the feeling is okay i guess.. so i have been stressing out about the whole move thing. having to repack all my shitties and others, so, its been kinda frustrating too. but its all good :)

anyway, school has been BORING.. i dont wanna go back. seriously. its so boring! like hell! hahahha.. i miss the holidays so badly :( boo.. oh yeah, im having my pre-examinations this coming september :) on the week of my bday. hahaha.. its like 3 weeks of exams. and i have only 6 subjects... so...u get the picture. we'll have like a few days off then one subject a day then a few days off then the next subject, etc..... get it? so senang rite the exams here? its my first real exam here. nt like in sttss, every term one exam. ugh. so stressful!

bad news though, coz im moving, my internet connection will be down! till - i dont know when! ugh.. so, i will not be online. so im jujst updating to make sure u guys know im alive :) hahahaha.. pictures will be coming soon. dont worry, and updates on my holidays.


missing everyone back home,
Stephen

I lost both sisters in one day :(

Labels: bored, busy, exams, holidays, moving house, school, snow

im back! from my skiing trip. Will update really soon. too tired to update now.

Have fun in 7k guys :) wish i were there.

school holidays are coming to an end. Boo. back to school. ugh.

Stephen
7 Months in New Zealand man! Woahh.. what a journey.

I think im getting sick again. What bad timing. coz, im going Skiing tomorrow. Hahha... kinda excited. So pray for me that i make it out alive. and now drown (get stuck) in the snow. Coz you know, im skinny and all. hahahha....

Ive been waiting everyday, till about 3 in the morning here (11pm kk time). and waiting for people to come online to chat with. And nobody was online. What a bummer :( my holidays are going past pretty quick.

OMG. I got a NINTENDO DS LITE :) muahahahahahhahaha!!! my sister bought it for me. I mean, i eldest sister, came here and bought it for me and my other sister. hahha. Its OUR bday gift. hahah.. i thought that Wii was kinda boring plus its HUGE whereas this nintendo ds, you can bring around anywhere :) playing super mario games now. Hmmmmm....





The pictures of my 'soon-to-be' home look really good, dont they? BUT, you have to know, its not our furniture. and the furnishing makes the pictures look good. haha. will upload pictures of my home when we move in. Which will be 2 weeks time. So just wait.... (and I too wish that this house is in kk, so I can have a house warming party, just like what yinman said.)



Im still EMO about my previous post. Im serious

斯蒂芬 .... tidak dipilih utk menyertai SN SIRI 7/2010. terima kasih.

Im so disappointed. I dont know what just happpened. I feel lost. I feel discouraged. I know people do change. But not that dramatic, do they? all of these different sides of the person just came out. Suddenly. Could it be from the bad influence from the people around you? or.. is it just me? I hope not. I try to change, for the better. As some people might like me, and some might not. It's just up to them. But trying so hard, and nobody notices it. I feel unwanted. Treated differently from others. But i know that I shouldnt compare. I dont know what to do. The people who I wished were there for me, arent. So, what do i do? Just go on living my life? Or do something about it. But I know, with me trying my hardest, it would never be the same. People misjudge what i am actually trying to point out. With my history, i might never be the easiest person to understand, and to share your thoughts with. But cant you give me a chance? Listen to me. With me dealing with the tough situations that i am currently in, I thought that you would understand, But i was wrong. Please, tell me that this is an off-day for you, please.

If the change has mean that you have 'grown up', then, please, I think you went the wrong direction on 'the growing up manual'. I need you more than ever.

I feel betrayed

If this is the 'new' you, then please, do not include me in your life.

wake me up when your drama ends
Stephen.
Thanks guys for the gifts!!! im so touched. Especially the book. I love it. HAHAHA.. it was great. I brought it to school, so that I can read it during boring classes. And i was giggling and smiling like a sam pah lao the whole day. HAHAHAH..I read everyones comments like 10 times already.

I spent my first day of my holiday sleeping. HAHA. coz i watched the Men's Semis of Wimbledon till 6 in the morning yesterday! muahahha! Roddick won man! WOOHOO! Murray will never win. Haha... But you know, Federer has been like the bomb throughout the whole tournament. So its hard to say that Roddick will win the finals. But go RODDICK! :) I'll be watching. haha..

Okay, so the last week of school has been........ BORING. My maths test was like crap. I didnt know how to do anything. AND, i asked my sister to teach me, and she doesnt even know how to do them, so if she doesnt know how to do them, then i guess, its okay for me to not pass. HAHA! my sis is like the BOMB in maths man. im freaking serious. TILL NOW, after 2years of not doing maths, she still can answer UEC Maths Questions and stuff. She's freaky. And she still remembers those DUMB formulas. im serious. its freaky. Anyway, the last day of school passes by super duper slow. Ugh. All the classes were boring. The whole week, people skipped school. My classes were like half empty. Im serious. Everybody just went out :( and i didnt. How dumb. Anyway, Media class ROCKS man. Hahahahha.. my teacher is so cool, he lets the students SWEAR. as in swear out loud.and he doesnt sat anything. how cool is that? haha.. so all the students just talk to him and start saying stuff like 'How the fuck did they do that?' and he doesnt even mind. HAHAHA! he controls himself to not swear too. You can tell. HaHAHAHAH... and he tells us about what movies and stuff. And ang mohs mostly talk about sex scenes in movies, and my teacher gives his opinions too! he's really really open :) hahahha. meijin gerald would be so high in this class man. Hahaha.. then we watch advertisements for our media tests. And they talk about how women dresses and how big their boobs look (IM FREAKING SERIOUS) . theres this one guy who is ALWAYS horny man. hahahhaha.. very horny. Then they talk about masturbation and girls perios and stuff. It can be disturbing sometimes. but still, that makes the class even more interesting. hahah. lol. And that day, our teacher talked about Michael Jackson and gossiped about him too. AND, during the lesson, he played Michael Jackson's greatest hits. He played it throughout the whole lesson. Hahahahha. and he kinda sang to it too. It was so cool. If only sttss teachers did that. That would make the lesson so much better.

Okay, so everyone was gossiping about 'The Ball' the other day. And, i heard, that people got WATED man. Like they got so drunk, the stripped and danced all over the dance floor. I mean, the ball itself was okay, but most people had After Parties, where they HIRED a bus, all to themselves, and they stripped and kissed and danced and really got HIGH. I was os shocked to hear it. people here really know how to party. They said theres pictures to prove it. And some of them said that they had a hangover from that night all the way to Monday. No joke.

Oh no, the credit on my phone has been deducting like mad recently, and i think, i cant afford to message you guys that much anymore. Its like so freaking expensive. Its 60cents a message. And im broke. I know people say im kedekut and stingy (ahem Hajar) but seriously, come to think of it, its really expensive :( im sorry.

Harry Potter is coming out! and im excited to watch it. Since my jiejie is coming over, I think we will be going to the cinemas to watch it :) FINALLY! hahahhaha.. I cant wait.

Will be watching the Williamses Final tonight. Again, could be sleeping till 4am. :)

Want pictures of my new house? haha. okay, i'll giv them to you. Note: Its not my furniture, its just the pictures from the seller. Haha. And, the pictures might make the rooms look REALLY big, but its not that big. HAHA..


Backyard

Frontal View

Backyard

Bathroom

Backyard

Door Entrance

Living Room

Living Room

MY ROOM :)

Study

Sisters Room

Parents Room

Kitchen


Im pretty upset. About two things. One is my freaking phone. I so regret buying it. Ish. Money wasted :( and the other thing.. im not really upset. But like... im disappointed. Totally. Dont wanna blog about that person.

I dont know whats worse, sitting in front of the girl you like, listening to her talk to her friend about the guy she likes ; OR ; Having to listen to those annoying people in class.

I miss everyone back home
I miss the thrill of playing sports
I miss the games and high-ness
I miss the adrenaline rushing through me during matches
I miss KOTA KINABALU. My home.

To the people out there, im having my hols now. So, please update about your daily life back home. I wanna read about you guys. Keep me updated. Thanks :) Have fun you guys.

Stephen.