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Saturday, March 28, 2009
Yo mama's.. Hahaha.. i feel like typing a formal blog. As in a perfect blog. No more ' lah mah bah kah meh kan.......etc' HAHAHA.. maybe not today, but soon.

Okayyy.. to put people's questions to rest, YES, i rejected a girl. Long story lah.. but here i go....

So there's this girl.. ermm, I might mention her name in the future.. so i decide to not say her name her.. in order to keep things private. so.. she's a nice person.. but i can tell you who she's like in real life.. she's like those 'wanna be pretty, asian, chinese gals, whose main priority is their hair and their outfit. she REALLY loves her hair' i know, those typical cina gals.. hahaha.. anyway, she was nice to me in the begining.. untillllll...

She told me one day that she's sad.. then i asked 'why?'.. and she said 'because the boy i like doesnt like me.' okayyy... i kinda got a hint.. but to not be PERASAN, i continued to ask her la.. but i also decide to ignore her in a way.. coz what IF it really is me bah kan? hahaha.. so... i gave her space. then she said 'ive cried for so many nights for this guy'.. then i went 'phew!!'.. HAHAHA.. coz its not me la rite? since i just met her.. then i asked her who it was.. then to cut the story short, she gave me a small note saying 'ITS YOU'.. then i was like WTH!?!?! omg.. i got so shocked.. and i ignored her the whole lesson.. andddd, it was the last lesson on friday.. so... i was happy to go home and NOT see her for the 2 days.. hahaha...

then monday came.. arghh.. tried to ignore her.. but failed.. dont wanna say why failed.. she asked whether she could sit in our group for sit down lunch.. so what was i suppose to say?? 'NO? I DONT LIKE YOU?!?!?' omg.. so... she talked to me.. and she kept saying that she's sad and heartbroken.. then only i realised she's starting to get annoying with this whole relationship thing. ugh.. then we went outside the whanau for the rest of the lunch.. and she kept disturbing me with 'her look' and 'her questions'.. argh.. i got so angry.. but i didnt show it.. so, she asked me whether did i believe her when she said she liked me or not.. so i said 'i dont know what should i answer' coz u know, she know i dont like her.. (i think) and sometimes, some girls might say 'aiya, im just kidding with you. i dont like you. i was joking' those kind of jokes.. so i first said 'i dont believe you' then she gave me a face.. then i said 'ohh, i believe you'.. then she started asking me ques AGAIN.. i got so irritated.. and i just wanted to SLAP her man. argh.. i got so mad, i ignored her.. until she stood in front of me, and she told me 'if we dont settle this today, I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO'.. WOW! i got so shocked man.. i was like 'wth? she's getting creepy and freaky man'.. omg.. i tot she was going to kill me! anyway, so i said to her.. WHAT?!?!? and she said 'did u understand me on friday?' then i terus said 'YES!'.. and she said, 'so?' i just kept quiet la... then she said ' do u like anyone now?' so i said 'YES.." then she gt happy.. but i said 'she's in malaysia' HAHAHAHAHAH!!! LOL! she terus 'zha dao' man! Woohoo! i was so happy inside.. i had to get back at her.. hahaha.. i mean bah i know..

anyway, so our relationship is now blend. nothing already. i still dont feel like talking to her.. but then cannot too obvious bah kan? i need friends here bah kan? hahaha.. lol.. so i still say hi to her la sometimes.. okok only la.. i still ignore her.. lol..

you wouldnt believe what she told me online the dat after i told her i didnt like her.. of coz i blocked her on msn.. but i unblocked her for some reason.. i forgot why.. but dont worry, she blocked now.. AHHAHA!! anyway, she said.. 'im so heartbroken.. 2 times in 2 weeks.' i was kinda blur on what she said.. but then, after a few minutes of reading and repeating what she said, i finally got it! she likes 2 guys.. and she got DUMPED by both of them in 2 weeks! omg.. she's a serial dater man.. shit her.. i was like 'wow, im so cheap meh???? u got dumped terus find me??' walau.. i was kinda insulted la..so i answered rest of her questions with alot of sarcasm and i went offline after that.. and after thinking about it.. i think i know who is the other guy.. but its another long story.. so i lazy type la.. anyway........

ok, so the GIRL THAT I DO LIKE... she told me she likes my old hair.. WOW.. i terus wanna cut my hair back to its old style man.. IM SERIOUS.. im going to.. hahaha.. and u know what? the girl who i rejected also said i should get my old hairstyle back.. but i was like 'nahhh.. i like my hair now' BUT AFTER MY DREAMGAL (opposite of mj's quote. i.e DREAMBOY) said it, i was like 'LETS MAKE AN APPOINTMENT TO GO CUT MY HAIR!!!' hahahahahaahahahah!!! i know.. happy bah me.. lol. .and she's really nice.. so its an extra bonus.. she really wants my old hairstyle back.. so i'll dedicate my hairstyle to her when i get it cut during the hols.. awwww..

anyway, life has been ok.. the 3 INTERNALS that i have this week was HARD MAN! first was Economics.. i think i did ok.. i memorised the HELL out it man.. i got so tired.. then it was Business.. i studied hard too.. and to my surprise the thing that i didnt study came out.. ARGH.. then Maths.. oh no.. dont talk about maths.. i got soooo stucked.. i realise its EASY to pass.. but its hard to get a higher grade.. for example, its easy to get a 'C' in maths, which is ACHIEVED (thats wat they call PASS in NZ).. just like SSTTSS 60+.. but its kinda difficult to get a 'B' which is MERIT (thats wat they call CREDIT in NZ) and about 75+.. but its HARD to get a 'A' which is EXCELLENCE (thats what they call DISTINCTION in NZ).. hahaha! u blur? hahahah.. anyway, i hope i can get a Merit.. even thought i think i wont.. argh...

OMG.. the school BALL is coming.. its actually in June.. but like EVERYONE is preparing man!! im serious.. people are designing their gowns and renting their LIMO's already.. im not joking.. but its damn expensive.. $80 per person.. im still not sure whether im going.. see la, if i can get a partner.. or i'll just go as a gang.. man i wish our sttss gang is here.. we can go HIGH there la.. reli like a school ball man.. like gt a theme and everything.. and i was told the food is good and the decor too.. awww.. if only our gang is here.. *sobs*

im so tired nowadays.. haiz.. oh yea.. im gonna send back stuff to u guys.. so get ready. the candies, i've labelled them and said who gets what.. some is to share with everyone.. some is to share with people who went to the airport.. and some is for OUR GANG only.. got it? haha. its labelled la..

miss me? hahah.. i need the love from my ex classmates.. argh.. no one find me la.. im so sad :(

A treat for everyone..

Dear Mrs Black (Girl),
I miss you. I need you. Oh baby, Oh baby,
Im your Milk, You are my Coffee.
I dance, You sing,
I throw, You jump,
Im strong, Your skinny,
Im the paper, You are my pen,
Im white, Your black,
Im the sugar, You are my chocolate,
I play basketball, You TEACH people basketball,
I like chocolates, You ARE the chocolate,
Im HOT, Your COLD,
I like the way you speak Chinese, You like my English,
I just love you, You love me too.

You know where I Sit.
xoxo,
Mr White (Boy)