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HOLIDAY - Skiing trip. Went to Rotorua, Taupo, and then Whakapapa @ Mt Ruapehu!

Skiing was GREAT. But didnt get to ski that much, as a blizzard was coming AND the weather was bad - rain and hail and SNOW! hahaha.. here's HALF of the pics (they're not in order).


The background is this Hotel that looks like a Castle

The Mountain.


Dirty Ice

Sis and I

Dancing?

Superman!!

Ice

What am I doing? Dancing bah kan?

Mt Whakapapa

JUMP

Once we first arrived

Sam-pah-lao with snowy ice

Outside the Reception place

On the way up

SS bah dia

Taupo

Nice view eh?

Huka Falls

Me and Sis

Wanna come join me?????

Rotorua town centre
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The 3 siblings

Rotorua

Any comment??


Both my sisters left me alone with my parents :( Biggest sis went back to Australia. Second sis moved out of home to live with her friends as her Uni was farrrr away from our new house :(. So that left me with my parents. But my dad is going back to KK on 3rd August. So, one more week left with Dad, then only me and mum left at home. Lonely eh?

Me mama got a job! as a teacher! haha.. teacher-aid actually. Just needa help out the teachers. No real work. LOL. plus, she just works 9-12 EVERYDAY. So thank goodness, she can send me to school in the morning on her way to work. Therefore, I DONT NEEDA WALK TO SCHOOL! Whoopie! Except for Thursdays though! As I start school late, i might need to walk to school. Boo! BUT, i also might have to walk back home from school everyday. Well, it depends.. whether my mum wanna fetch me or not. I hope she does. Coz, it might take me 20 minutes to walk home. Im serious. Much further than STTSS to Damai. So... pray for me. haha! i hope my leg muscles will get fitter. LOL.

Okay, so the new house is.... COLD! haha.. i mean, directly, COLD. Ugh.. But everythings good. I have my own room. LOL.. haha.. and i love it, well, its better than sharing, right? hahaha..

Ohhhh.. KOLA is coming over to stay with me! hahah.. coz my cousin is going over to Aussie for a short trip. So KOLA (the dog) will stay with me ! hahahha.. with the new house. Im so excited. He's so cute! Cant wait. And if YOU webcam with me, you'll be able to see him too! hahahha... Better yet, my cousin is paying me $10 a day! But the bad thing is, shes going away for only 6 days. So, $60 is alot eh? but i dont really care about the money.. Kola is just fun to play with. Yeah :)

Hmmm, August 16th is my Trade Fair day! We have to attend a expo, for my Business Operations class. we'll be able to sell our products on that day. All the way in the city. So i hope it will be fun :) Will definitely take pics. hahahha. My company is selling PENS. Lol.

OMG! Greys Anatomy! hahahahhaa.. I cant believe it! The last episode is hereeee! And i heard that Izzy is gonna die! But.. I dont know yet. so.... AND, Chuck is getting hotter, Desperate Housewives is always juicy, Ghost Whisperer is getting exciting too, The Bachelor is ok i guess, Survivor is such a disappointment (the people who I want to win is out), Stylista is...... fun to watch (but I think I can do better), ohhh, Apprentice is coming! hahahah.. yeahhh, thats about it..

OMG. Theres more International Students here in my school. AND MAN THEY ARE HOT HOT HOT! Theres this one gal, who looks like a model! im serious, she super duper HOT. Her eyes are devine. Owh mama! She's from Germany. Ohhhhh.. her looks are superb! And more are coming from France too! hahahaha.. and theres this one Brazilian Chick. Hot too. I mean, HELLO, theyre HOT!

Come on people, update your blog. I wanna know whats happening back home :) Come on Teresa, get a blog! hahahha.. and Averyl Bachi! Get ur blog back! AND, im expecting something from you from Aussie. Hahaha... Im waiting......

Stephen

Labels: cold, holidays, kola, new home, school, tv programs

sorry peeps. have been really really busy these few days..

i have been.......... packing!


coz im......

















MOVING HOUSES! Weeeeee....


hahaha.. the feeling is okay i guess.. so i have been stressing out about the whole move thing. having to repack all my shitties and others, so, its been kinda frustrating too. but its all good :)

anyway, school has been BORING.. i dont wanna go back. seriously. its so boring! like hell! hahahha.. i miss the holidays so badly :( boo.. oh yeah, im having my pre-examinations this coming september :) on the week of my bday. hahaha.. its like 3 weeks of exams. and i have only 6 subjects... so...u get the picture. we'll have like a few days off then one subject a day then a few days off then the next subject, etc..... get it? so senang rite the exams here? its my first real exam here. nt like in sttss, every term one exam. ugh. so stressful!

bad news though, coz im moving, my internet connection will be down! till - i dont know when! ugh.. so, i will not be online. so im jujst updating to make sure u guys know im alive :) hahahaha.. pictures will be coming soon. dont worry, and updates on my holidays.


missing everyone back home,
Stephen

I lost both sisters in one day :(

Labels: bored, busy, exams, holidays, moving house, school, snow

Yo Mama's. Im back.

I survived my first 3 Tests in-a-day encounter. And I have to say, Im tired! so so tired! But thankfully, Monday is a Public holiday! :) For your infomation, this is the FIRST public holiday I had since February. So..... im so thankful! HAHAHA! So, I had a business test, a maths test, and a Media Test. Maths was super easy. Haha. I think anyone who comes to New Zealand and have taken the Add Maths in Malaysia before would pass with flying colours here. Im serious. Haha. Business was a hard + dumb test. Useless.. and Media was... Super HARD. I had to once again do so so so much research. The Media test is 4 periods long. So I will have the whole of next week to finish. And guess what? I have to write 6 essays!!!! There is three questions. And each question, I need to answer for both the films that I have watched - Heavenly Creatures and Psycho. Argh. It's super tough, but I have proven to myself that I can do it :)

Omg. I blame Media Studies for making me 'NOT' enjoy movies and my series anymore. Actually, not really NOT enjoy, but like make me be more aware of what is going on. hahaha. I have been watching and foreshadowing what is going to happen. And i watched Ugly Betty episode one again, and I realised., there are ALOT of weird and wrong stuff in this episode. HAHA! like the scene was during 'dinner', then the next scene was during the afternoon. So dumb. Lol.. and if it werent for Media Studies, I wouldnt have been so aware and cautious about htese stuff. lol.

Congrats to everyone who finished their exams :) Hahaha.. I wish I were there to celebrate with you guys. Ohhh, and i realised, I wont buy Cadbury Chocs for you guys anymore when I go back.. or IF i go back.. Coz the price has gone up.. AND, the packaging changed AND the weight of the bar changed too! what a rip-off! it is usually 250g and now is 200g! WHAT??!?!?!? Ugh.. and Hajar said she 'oso can buy Cadbury in Labuan and she got buy for you guys before..' so I guess, there's no need to buy again lurrrr, kan Hajar? Hahahahahha.. blame Hajar

Winter is HEREEEEEEEEEEEEE... 1st of June, Monday... WINTER! Freezeeeeee....

Maria is BACK baby! and i hate meijin for rubbing it in that I cant watch here. ohhh.. WHATEVER. I still love her. and THAT IS TRUE. I woke up at 5am this morning to listen to the Radio Live online t o her game. She has been struggling.. But is still alive in the draw. And im so happy. I really am. Go Maria. I dont have any expectations for her though. since she just came back to playing, But i know she will go bak to the top very soon. I LOVE YOU MARIA :)

Wow... American Idol.... Kris Allen.... Hahaha.. i seriously thought that Adam Lambert would have won.. Manatau........ But I like both of them.. so... yeah.. I love both if their versions of No Boundaries (the winning song). It rocks. Listening to it everyday when i walk to school. Man I want a voice to sing these songs :)

5 weeks down, 5 more to go.. till the HOLIDAYS! Will be going Skiing and Snowboarding! YAY! finally my first encounter with SNOWWWW.. actually you could say second. But i dont think the first one counted. Lol. I cant wait. Skiing might be hard.. but i dont care. I'll make snow angels and Snow man(s). Haha..

Going on a picnic on Monday again. Or Bar-b-q. Not too sure. Can finally see Kola again. Woo!

Take my TEST on Facebook peopleeeeeeee...

Ohhh.. my pimples are getting better!!! YAY! Thanks too multiple squeezing and my handy Neutrogena Pimple Cream! Haha.. I cant believe my mum bought it for me. Would you buy a 15ml tube of cream for $13 (rm26) omg. just 15ml man! Like... OMG. but thank goodness it works. teehee..

Im planning on a reunion when (if) I go back. But then kan, Meijin wont be there lo. Who ask her balik kampung, kan? I wanna high man.

Update about her. Havent got a pic with her yet. Will soon. But.... guess what? She has been finding me alot recently. online and texting. We've been chatting alot. And im confused. Then... one day, she asked me online about................................. nolah, we're nt together. But then, she asked me about relationship stuff, and I was like.. WHAT? And I think she's having a rough time with her relationship and stuff. Trying to control myself and NOT be so '38' I just kept quiet and didnt ask too many questions. But she told me that she is more mature now, and wouldnt die coz her relationship sucks. Lol. But then, it came to my attention. (trying not to sound perasan here) But, what IF she really is single, would I take the opportunity? All these questions have been rushign through my head recently... and.. I dont know. Im stuck. But for some reason, I dont want to be in a relationship. Experienced have taught me that its not an easy process. And I dont want to be the main person and hurt or be hurt again. So.. what should I do. If whatever happens... would I go for it? I dont know. Its just too tiring to be in that position again. I mean, especially in a new country. how should I know how it is like here. I mean, i see all the couples in school, and they're like REALLY intimate and stuff. An intimate relationship is a particularly close interpersonal relationship. It is a relationship in which the participants know or trust one another very well or are confidants of one another, or a relationship in which there is physical or emotional intimacy. (from Wikipedia). And they're like holding hands everywhere, secretly kissing, hugging (as in really intimate), carrying each others books, holding each others lunch, buying each other lunch.. etc. And I feel, I have too much to think about now and a relationship would hurt me, both mentally and physically. But I really like her. So? Im so perasan right now.

You spin my head right round, right round. Ugh.

Photos would be the next entry. :)

Love,
Stephen.

Labels: american idol, facebook quiz, holidays, kola, Maria, maths, media studies, pimples, Reunion

Hell yeah! Maria's back! 18th May - Check the sports news on the internet, and PRAY with me that she wins her opening match. pray!

Okay, so back to real life, I TOTALLY ignored her. HAHA! i felt so proud of myself. she said 'Hi.' and i just walked away. THATS WHAT YOU GET FOR MESSING WITH ME! Muahaha!

Ok, so yesterday was one of my MSN Conversations with Hajar. And it has been a long long time since i've chatted with her. Haha.. since no one is online anyway! and i asked her about when is the SPM exams and all. she said she doesnt know a thing! Astaga hajar, habislah kau ni!' Haha.. so i went online and i found the website! LOL. and i found out, IM GOING TO BE ABLE TO GO BACK TO KK EARLIER THAN I THOUGHT! i thought like i only finish school around Dec15. Manatau! I asked, and once i finish my NCEA Exams, I GET TO GO HOME!! Weeee! And for the NCEA (something like SPM, important exams, that helps to get an entrance to get into uni) i only have 4 SUBJECTS to take! Muahaha.. thank goodness. not like the SPM in kk, wait, how many subjects? 9 or 10 subjects? Boo.. anyway, i found out that commerce people should have Geo last, which is 14 Dec! Muahaha.. And Sciences have Chemistry last on 9 Dec! Yay! I HOPE to book my flight super duper early. keke. But i hope everything turns out fine. or, i might not be going back at all :( BOO!!

Song stuck in my head - SILLY BOY ( Rihanna & Lady Gaga ) I would have personally liked it to have a faster beat and all, but all in all, its great!

OMG! Im in lurve. HAHAHAH! Ok, so heres the story.. hajar already knows. DUHH.. we had our conversation for like 2, 3 hours? haha.. i forced to not take her MANDI. hahaha.. ok, so this girl, they had a Legal Studies field trip to the city to a court to view a REAL court case. like with real people as jury and the murderer and the evidence and all. THEN, they were allowed to go jalan jalan and have lunch. Long story short, she and her friends saw this homeless guy, beggar, alone sitting outside the arcade (once i typed beggar, i am reminded or Averyl and her moments. HAHAHAHA!). so the beggar was with a sign 'HOMELESS AND HUNGRY PLEASE HELP'. Aww.. so she felt sad / bad when she read the sign. But her friends hurried on. While walking, she told herself that she should have given the guy her Cake that she bought and was planning to eat at home. so she turned back and starting walking towards the arcade. But while walking, she said to herself 'what if the guy gets thirsty? since the cake is dry and all. he doesnt have any money. so the cake wouldnt be good use and all'. so she turned round and walked back. once she met up with her other friends, she said to herself again that she should help the poor man. SO, she went around, collected money from her friends and her classmates (even those she didnt know) and raced back to the homeless guy. once she stood in front of him, he looked up, and she reached out her hand, one, with a plastic bag and the slice of her cake in it, and the other, money that she had collected. and the homeless guy shed a tear, while saying thank you. as she turned around to walk back to meet up with the teacher, tears started flowing down. and she said she felt really sad and touched. Awwww.. Isnt' she AWESOME??? I bet you wouldnt really give up your Coffee Bean slice of cake to a homeless person now, would you? even more, go around begging for money yourself to give him. How inspirational :)

UNIII!! i cant wait for the end of the year, not just the fact that i'll be having the hols to look forward to, but, i'll be able to apply to get into Uni! i dont care, im gonna skip next year, Year13. I cant stand it. I dont wanna study high school. i feel like its such a waste of time. dont know why. planning to enrol into 2010 uni intake. pray for me.

Driving licence!! I wanna go take my test!!! err.. did u know in NZ, once your 15 yrs old, you can take the test?? the written test. and if you PASS the written test, you can actually DRIVE!! but you need a full licence person to sit next to you. but still, your 15 and you get to drive! WOW! exciting huh? theres plenty of people, younger than me, who are driving to school. but you have to wait like 3 years to get a full licence. plus, theres 3 exams you needa take. so, its still a bit complicated in a way.

ohhh.. im such a sucker for sad romantic movies. haha.. im serious. like, i just watched My Sassy Girl (english version) to me, that movie is sooo bad! i mean, like you know, you dont like the way the character is treating the guy. sometimes, you just wanna slap the actors. HAHAHA.. right? anyway, so, i thought the movie plot outline at the beginning till the middle is kinda weird and WRONG, but as it became more and more clearer. i understood it. it was sooo touching at the end! omg. it was so sad. seriously.. its so touching, when you think about movies in another way. you think it could be crap if you think about it since its a 'movie' and its not real. BUT, when you think about if t really happened in real life, wow, how sad could it be....

im so freaking GLUED to Greys Anatomy right now. its so good. and Chuck too. And American Idol, Project Runway, Go Girls, Brothers & Sisters, Gossip Girl, Greek, Big Day.. omg. its all so so so good! hahah.. amazing!

its still so cold nowadays. like in the morning, even though theres the sun, its still COLDD! like the last 2 days, i walked to school in the rain and in the sun!! its was drizzling walking there on both days, and it rained HEAVILY on the way back yesterday. i hate it!

I have to seriously SAVE MONEY! that means less shopping, no more Starbucks, Easy Way and other junks. CONTROL STEPHEN, CONTROL!!!!! :)

omg.. how i miss the times. i was going through pictures and videos again.. err.. i was looking for pics. AND THEN! i just realise how much fun we had. plus chatting with hajar. hahaha.. hajar loved the fact that both of us like fighting and shouting at each other. hahaha.. and i remember the SWIMMING CLUB's FAKE COMPETITION. what competition you ask???? 'SWIMMING COMPETITION. Whoever is interested, please find Chong Jiunn Kai in Senior 3 Zhong to get the entry forms.' HAHAHA! That was like the all time best man! it was so high. hahah.. we would stick the notes on ourselves. hahahahaha.. so fun. PLUS, sofia would go kacau Mr Law. and Mr Law woould shoo her away during our CNY Decorations phase. asking sofia to sweep the floor. HAHAHA... lol.. cym mj and hajar woth their water games. and the bushes. ahhhhh.. so much fun. lol. bullying meijin. the times eh? i bet meijin is now SCAR FREE! haha.. since no one is there to bully her and push her around to make her fall and all.. meijin, do you miss me pushing you? fun kan? hahahaha...

Situation - Junior2, Stephen is singing in perfect tune, duet with MJ ( the spoiler )
MJ - Soarin'
SL - Flyin'
Both - There's not a star in heaven, That we can't reach, If we're trying
SL - Yeah we're breaking free
MJ - Breaking free, Were runnin'
SL - Ohhhh, climbin'
MJ - Go climb yourself la!!

HAHAHAH! dont you just miss it??? :)


sometimes, while walking back home, i would purposely walk slowly, or faster to catch her at the traffic lights. and we would talk on the way back. she waits for her car at the botany town centre. i pass by there on my way home. we would have the weirdest conversations, but i surely do use the time wisely. I hope it never ends. I hoped the town centre was further away and that the traffic light wouldnt turn green. I hoped that we could talk forever. So, trying to talk to her online, but not trying to push it and be annoying, i wait at night, wait for her to start the conversation. And true enough, usually, she talks to me :) my heart jumps with joy. She's the one my heart beats for. I hate Economics. But i usually RUSH to the classroom, hoping to be faster for her, so that i could catch a glance as she puts her bag down behind me. I hope to be slow too, being able to hold the door for her on the way in. It might seem so real now, but, its never going to happen. *sobs* But, some things are just worth fighting and waiting for...............

Labels: breaking free, cold, Driving Licence, holidays, Maria, NCEA, rens memories, romantic movies, silly boy, University