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Saturday, May 16, 2009
Hell yeah! Maria's back! 18th May - Check the sports news on the internet, and PRAY with me that she wins her opening match. pray!

Okay, so back to real life, I TOTALLY ignored her. HAHA! i felt so proud of myself. she said 'Hi.' and i just walked away. THATS WHAT YOU GET FOR MESSING WITH ME! Muahaha!

Ok, so yesterday was one of my MSN Conversations with Hajar. And it has been a long long time since i've chatted with her. Haha.. since no one is online anyway! and i asked her about when is the SPM exams and all. she said she doesnt know a thing! Astaga hajar, habislah kau ni!' Haha.. so i went online and i found the website! LOL. and i found out, IM GOING TO BE ABLE TO GO BACK TO KK EARLIER THAN I THOUGHT! i thought like i only finish school around Dec15. Manatau! I asked, and once i finish my NCEA Exams, I GET TO GO HOME!! Weeee! And for the NCEA (something like SPM, important exams, that helps to get an entrance to get into uni) i only have 4 SUBJECTS to take! Muahaha.. thank goodness. not like the SPM in kk, wait, how many subjects? 9 or 10 subjects? Boo.. anyway, i found out that commerce people should have Geo last, which is 14 Dec! Muahaha.. And Sciences have Chemistry last on 9 Dec! Yay! I HOPE to book my flight super duper early. keke. But i hope everything turns out fine. or, i might not be going back at all :( BOO!!

Song stuck in my head - SILLY BOY ( Rihanna & Lady Gaga ) I would have personally liked it to have a faster beat and all, but all in all, its great!

OMG! Im in lurve. HAHAHAH! Ok, so heres the story.. hajar already knows. DUHH.. we had our conversation for like 2, 3 hours? haha.. i forced to not take her MANDI. hahaha.. ok, so this girl, they had a Legal Studies field trip to the city to a court to view a REAL court case. like with real people as jury and the murderer and the evidence and all. THEN, they were allowed to go jalan jalan and have lunch. Long story short, she and her friends saw this homeless guy, beggar, alone sitting outside the arcade (once i typed beggar, i am reminded or Averyl and her moments. HAHAHAHA!). so the beggar was with a sign 'HOMELESS AND HUNGRY PLEASE HELP'. Aww.. so she felt sad / bad when she read the sign. But her friends hurried on. While walking, she told herself that she should have given the guy her Cake that she bought and was planning to eat at home. so she turned back and starting walking towards the arcade. But while walking, she said to herself 'what if the guy gets thirsty? since the cake is dry and all. he doesnt have any money. so the cake wouldnt be good use and all'. so she turned round and walked back. once she met up with her other friends, she said to herself again that she should help the poor man. SO, she went around, collected money from her friends and her classmates (even those she didnt know) and raced back to the homeless guy. once she stood in front of him, he looked up, and she reached out her hand, one, with a plastic bag and the slice of her cake in it, and the other, money that she had collected. and the homeless guy shed a tear, while saying thank you. as she turned around to walk back to meet up with the teacher, tears started flowing down. and she said she felt really sad and touched. Awwww.. Isnt' she AWESOME??? I bet you wouldnt really give up your Coffee Bean slice of cake to a homeless person now, would you? even more, go around begging for money yourself to give him. How inspirational :)

UNIII!! i cant wait for the end of the year, not just the fact that i'll be having the hols to look forward to, but, i'll be able to apply to get into Uni! i dont care, im gonna skip next year, Year13. I cant stand it. I dont wanna study high school. i feel like its such a waste of time. dont know why. planning to enrol into 2010 uni intake. pray for me.

Driving licence!! I wanna go take my test!!! err.. did u know in NZ, once your 15 yrs old, you can take the test?? the written test. and if you PASS the written test, you can actually DRIVE!! but you need a full licence person to sit next to you. but still, your 15 and you get to drive! WOW! exciting huh? theres plenty of people, younger than me, who are driving to school. but you have to wait like 3 years to get a full licence. plus, theres 3 exams you needa take. so, its still a bit complicated in a way.

ohhh.. im such a sucker for sad romantic movies. haha.. im serious. like, i just watched My Sassy Girl (english version) to me, that movie is sooo bad! i mean, like you know, you dont like the way the character is treating the guy. sometimes, you just wanna slap the actors. HAHAHA.. right? anyway, so, i thought the movie plot outline at the beginning till the middle is kinda weird and WRONG, but as it became more and more clearer. i understood it. it was sooo touching at the end! omg. it was so sad. seriously.. its so touching, when you think about movies in another way. you think it could be crap if you think about it since its a 'movie' and its not real. BUT, when you think about if t really happened in real life, wow, how sad could it be....

im so freaking GLUED to Greys Anatomy right now. its so good. and Chuck too. And American Idol, Project Runway, Go Girls, Brothers & Sisters, Gossip Girl, Greek, Big Day.. omg. its all so so so good! hahah.. amazing!

its still so cold nowadays. like in the morning, even though theres the sun, its still COLDD! like the last 2 days, i walked to school in the rain and in the sun!! its was drizzling walking there on both days, and it rained HEAVILY on the way back yesterday. i hate it!

I have to seriously SAVE MONEY! that means less shopping, no more Starbucks, Easy Way and other junks. CONTROL STEPHEN, CONTROL!!!!! :)

omg.. how i miss the times. i was going through pictures and videos again.. err.. i was looking for pics. AND THEN! i just realise how much fun we had. plus chatting with hajar. hahaha.. hajar loved the fact that both of us like fighting and shouting at each other. hahaha.. and i remember the SWIMMING CLUB's FAKE COMPETITION. what competition you ask???? 'SWIMMING COMPETITION. Whoever is interested, please find Chong Jiunn Kai in Senior 3 Zhong to get the entry forms.' HAHAHA! That was like the all time best man! it was so high. hahah.. we would stick the notes on ourselves. hahahahaha.. so fun. PLUS, sofia would go kacau Mr Law. and Mr Law woould shoo her away during our CNY Decorations phase. asking sofia to sweep the floor. HAHAHA... lol.. cym mj and hajar woth their water games. and the bushes. ahhhhh.. so much fun. lol. bullying meijin. the times eh? i bet meijin is now SCAR FREE! haha.. since no one is there to bully her and push her around to make her fall and all.. meijin, do you miss me pushing you? fun kan? hahahaha...

Situation - Junior2, Stephen is singing in perfect tune, duet with MJ ( the spoiler )
MJ - Soarin'
SL - Flyin'
Both - There's not a star in heaven, That we can't reach, If we're trying
SL - Yeah we're breaking free
MJ - Breaking free, Were runnin'
SL - Ohhhh, climbin'
MJ - Go climb yourself la!!

HAHAHAH! dont you just miss it??? :)


sometimes, while walking back home, i would purposely walk slowly, or faster to catch her at the traffic lights. and we would talk on the way back. she waits for her car at the botany town centre. i pass by there on my way home. we would have the weirdest conversations, but i surely do use the time wisely. I hope it never ends. I hoped the town centre was further away and that the traffic light wouldnt turn green. I hoped that we could talk forever. So, trying to talk to her online, but not trying to push it and be annoying, i wait at night, wait for her to start the conversation. And true enough, usually, she talks to me :) my heart jumps with joy. She's the one my heart beats for. I hate Economics. But i usually RUSH to the classroom, hoping to be faster for her, so that i could catch a glance as she puts her bag down behind me. I hope to be slow too, being able to hold the door for her on the way in. It might seem so real now, but, its never going to happen. *sobs* But, some things are just worth fighting and waiting for...............

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