Saturday, June 13, 2009
Wow. It's been six months since I first landed in New Zealand. What an accomplishment! My eyes are like dying now. I mean, im half asleep. im too tired! but then, since people want an update, AND, i update quite frequently, I WILL UPDATE :) see, im so good.. hahaoh yeah!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY ARTHUR!!!!Something very 'fake,funny,weird,totally NOT appropriate' happened. And i cant type it out here. Its too obvious plus dangerous. Ask me in person :)
Hmmm.. update update... okay.. so the weather here is.. is.. COLD.. and WARM too. somedays. but mostly COLD! its been raining non stop for the past 2 days. Really cold nia.
So my english speech assessment is coming. AND, the topic is 'What happened in your life that changed you?' Something like that.. anyway, i wanted to write and present my speech about 'My friends'. HAHA. but then i realised.. its too short.. i know can talk like forever about those high moments. but then, i need like very detailed AND must have alot of info and stuff. Long story short, its a very complicated process... so.. i didnt do it about my friends. LOL. Readers, dont get mad. keke..Okay, so there's music that iss being played in my Whanau during interval (recess) and Lunch. So set things straight, Whanau is like..... a building. There's 6 buildings coz there's 6 colours - Red, Yellow, Blue, Purple, Green and Black. im in purple, so i go to my 'house' (whanau) every recess. Get it? so still blur? anyway, so there's music being played.. Im kinda SICK of the songs already sincr its been playing for about 2 weeks now. Anyway, there is one song where i have so much memories of... that is...................... JUST DANCE - Lady Gaga. HAHAHAH. i know meijin terus happy when she sees this. lol. i feel like singing ad dancing and getting high la when i listen to the songs. lol. but then... cannot high oso :( boo..
im so ADDICTED to Adam Lambert and Kris Allen's versions - No Boundaries.. and... Rihanna and Lady Gaga's - Silly Boy.. and.... Midnight Youth - All on our own. Haha.. this music is like perfect for a class choir song la! anyway, im also addicted to Jordin Sparks - Battlefield! Woo.. 'Why is love like a battlefield????' its so good & addictive!
Today, 'friday' has been my worst day ever. i mean, the number 1 day so far, where I DONT WANT TO WAKE UP IN THE MORNING! coz like.. i was soooooooooo tired. slept around 1am. and, it was raining outside, and if u lived in malaysia, if it rains outside, its one of the best feeling to sleep and NOT wake up. coz of the cool air and stuff. I wanted to sleep in.. as my alarm rang, i woke up, and just fell back down and continued to sleep. but then my mum's alarm rang. so i woke up again. The feeling was horrible. I yawned the whole day in school. SERIOUSLY. i was like.... DEAD in class :(
OMG.. the last episode of Ugly Betty is soo.. sooo.. sooo.. touching.. in a way.. i mean, i cant wait for season 4. THANK GOODNESS they got picked for another season. hahahha... its like.... what will happen to Betty with her new job? Plus Matt is like the bad guy now. and he's her boss.. so thats like.. wtf?!?!?! and Molly.. is she really DEAD? omg.. so sad. And Wilhelmina.. who is that guy in her house????? i wanna know more!! and MARK! Would he really lose his job??? i dont want him to leave mode though. nooo...I so love Maria Sharapova. She's back. She's playing in another tournament again. In the Quaters AGAIN. Thank goodness. hahahha... she's rocking her way back up the rankings. Her serve is bad though. Good luck Maria :)
HOT HOT HOT
YAY.. Webcam KBox is on tomorrow. Hopefully it happens though. Later Mj put airplane lagil. ISh.. hahahhaha! hmmmm... O0oo. Economics is soooooooooo bad. super tough man.. i mean, its easy if u studies like a maniac and studied wayyy before the actual test. as for me, I only started like 2 days before the test? andi t was baddddddd.. totally.. but I still passed. Got 8 Achieved. So i passed. Omg. What a relief! But then, the teacher was like 'Im so proud of this class. Because ALOT of people got Excellence and Merit.' and i was like.... sighhhh... bummer :(
Okayyy.. so..... i might not be able to reply you guys messages (IF / WHEN you guys message me anyway. ish) coz i needa cut back on my spending. really important. no shopping too :( needa save alot alot alot. coz something happened. and... its not good to spend so much on useless stuff. So... in saving mode now. With this, i might not be able to go back to Malaysia @ the end of the year. Bummer. you dont know how disappointed i am right now. PLUS, i might not be going Skiing in the holidays, which is even worse as I have always wanted to go Skiing and I planned the trip so freaking hard.. and wanted to touch snow.. and.... ARGH..... such a disappointment.
Plus, i dont get a thing in Maths! The new topic, Probability, is WAYY DIFFERENT from what we learnt in Senior1. here, they dont advise you to use the table format. They use words.. and.. like.. its so complicated. I dont get a thing, seriously. This whole week, i was so blur. im gonna fail the test next week :( ughhhh..
Got alot of funny moments in school. But im kinda lazy... lazy to update la. Like.. so tired.. plus, no pics oso. haiz. so disappointed about the outcome. OF everything........ seriously.. tests, homework, freakin relationships, holidays, AHHHHHHHH... so down right now. Friends. where are they?
okay, i'll just update about this really really... important (i guess) info. okay, so, the girl who likes me kan, or shud i say liked, she's going after MORE guys again!!!! omg!! and just like 2 weeks ago, she asked one of my friends to be her bf again. WOW. i mean, what a player! no wait, a slut! hahahah. im serious. then kan, she always changes her hairstyle everyday! worst than dugong, ok? i know u guys hate dugong's hair, but kan, her hair is worse! like she ties it in a bun one day, then the next is a pony tail. and hse ties them very high. so UGLY man. she definitely needs a makeover! hahahahhahahaha...!
The next is, my friend, a guy this time, is such a PLAYER! he has like different girlfriend EVERYWEEK! no, im freaking serious! he's from HongKong. And just last week, he was holding hands with this new girl in our maths class. and, he was like smooching and really like touching her everywhere. And this week, he sat at the other end from her.. and from what i heard, he's now with a Malaysian girl! who is 3 years younger than him! HAHAHHAHA. i know.. so...... omg. crazyyyyy. HAHAHA. punya la player! then my friend told me that he has alot of EX's.. and.. he like mostly 'new' girls. Meijin, come to nz la.. come to my school, he terus like you tuuu! HAHAHAHA... no complications there! hahahahha :) jk bahhhh.

The 'real' K Box..

Ahhh.. i miss this..

The memories

Nahh.. who ask Meijin go home so early that day!

Sexay nia..
Ok, for the most important picture of this update..........

Uinah! Poser! HAHA! model please! COLGATE MODEL
look at the pictures clearly.. she tried to 'act cute' juga bah! hahaha.. with her licking her lips pose. model bah!well, i guess thats all.. so freaking tired now. feel like dying. seriously. and i think im getting sick too... Ugh. pray for me.
StephenLabels: Maria, music, new friends, rens memories, tests, tired, weather, webcam
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Hell yeah! Maria's back! 18th May - Check the sports news on the internet, and PRAY with me that she wins her opening match. pray!Okay, so back to real life, I TOTALLY ignored her. HAHA! i felt so proud of myself. she said 'Hi.' and i just walked away. THATS WHAT YOU GET FOR MESSING WITH ME! Muahaha!Ok, so yesterday was one of my MSN Conversations with Hajar. And it has been a long long time since i've chatted with her. Haha.. since no one is online anyway! and i asked her about when is the SPM exams and all. she said she doesnt know a thing! Astaga hajar, habislah kau ni!' Haha.. so i went online and i found the website! LOL. and i found out, IM GOING TO BE ABLE TO GO BACK TO KK EARLIER THAN I THOUGHT! i thought like i only finish school around Dec15. Manatau! I asked, and once i finish my NCEA Exams, I GET TO GO HOME!! Weeee! And for the NCEA (something like SPM, important exams, that helps to get an entrance to get into uni) i only have 4 SUBJECTS to take! Muahaha.. thank goodness. not like the SPM in kk, wait, how many subjects? 9 or 10 subjects? Boo.. anyway, i found out that commerce people should have Geo last, which is 14 Dec! Muahaha.. And Sciences have Chemistry last on 9 Dec! Yay! I HOPE to book my flight super duper early. keke. But i hope everything turns out fine. or, i might not be going back at all :( BOO!!Song stuck in my head - SILLY BOY ( Rihanna & Lady Gaga ) I would have personally liked it to have a faster beat and all, but all in all, its great!OMG! Im in lurve. HAHAHAH! Ok, so heres the story.. hajar already knows. DUHH.. we had our conversation for like 2, 3 hours? haha.. i forced to not take her MANDI. hahaha.. ok, so this girl, they had a Legal Studies field trip to the city to a court to view a REAL court case. like with real people as jury and the murderer and the evidence and all. THEN, they were allowed to go jalan jalan and have lunch. Long story short, she and her friends saw this homeless guy, beggar, alone sitting outside the arcade (once i typed beggar, i am reminded or Averyl and her moments. HAHAHAHA!). so the beggar was with a sign 'HOMELESS AND HUNGRY PLEASE HELP'. Aww.. so she felt sad / bad when she read the sign. But her friends hurried on. While walking, she told herself that she should have given the guy her Cake that she bought and was planning to eat at home. so she turned back and starting walking towards the arcade. But while walking, she said to herself 'what if the guy gets thirsty? since the cake is dry and all. he doesnt have any money. so the cake wouldnt be good use and all'. so she turned round and walked back. once she met up with her other friends, she said to herself again that she should help the poor man. SO, she went around, collected money from her friends and her classmates (even those she didnt know) and raced back to the homeless guy. once she stood in front of him, he looked up, and she reached out her hand, one, with a plastic bag and the slice of her cake in it, and the other, money that she had collected. and the homeless guy shed a tear, while saying thank you. as she turned around to walk back to meet up with the teacher, tears started flowing down. and she said she felt really sad and touched. Awwww.. Isnt' she AWESOME??? I bet you wouldnt really give up your Coffee Bean slice of cake to a homeless person now, would you? even more, go around begging for money yourself to give him. How inspirational :)UNIII!! i cant wait for the end of the year, not just the fact that i'll be having the hols to look forward to, but, i'll be able to apply to get into Uni! i dont care, im gonna skip next year, Year13. I cant stand it. I dont wanna study high school. i feel like its such a waste of time. dont know why. planning to enrol into 2010 uni intake. pray for me.Driving licence!! I wanna go take my test!!! err.. did u know in NZ, once your 15 yrs old, you can take the test?? the written test. and if you PASS the written test, you can actually DRIVE!! but you need a full licence person to sit next to you. but still, your 15 and you get to drive! WOW! exciting huh? theres plenty of people, younger than me, who are driving to school. but you have to wait like 3 years to get a full licence. plus, theres 3 exams you needa take. so, its still a bit complicated in a way.ohhh.. im such a sucker for sad romantic movies. haha.. im serious. like, i just watched My Sassy Girl (english version) to me, that movie is sooo bad! i mean, like you know, you dont like the way the character is treating the guy. sometimes, you just wanna slap the actors. HAHAHA.. right? anyway, so, i thought the movie plot outline at the beginning till the middle is kinda weird and WRONG, but as it became more and more clearer. i understood it. it was sooo touching at the end! omg. it was so sad. seriously.. its so touching, when you think about movies in another way. you think it could be crap if you think about it since its a 'movie' and its not real. BUT, when you think about if t really happened in real life, wow, how sad could it be....im so freaking GLUED to Greys Anatomy right now. its so good. and Chuck too. And American Idol, Project Runway, Go Girls, Brothers & Sisters, Gossip Girl, Greek, Big Day.. omg. its all so so so good! hahah.. amazing!its still so cold nowadays. like in the morning, even though theres the sun, its still COLDD! like the last 2 days, i walked to school in the rain and in the sun!! its was drizzling walking there on both days, and it rained HEAVILY on the way back yesterday. i hate it!I have to seriously SAVE MONEY! that means less shopping, no more Starbucks, Easy Way and other junks. CONTROL STEPHEN, CONTROL!!!!! :)omg.. how i miss the times. i was going through pictures and videos again.. err.. i was looking for pics. AND THEN! i just realise how much fun we had. plus chatting with hajar. hahaha.. hajar loved the fact that both of us like fighting and shouting at each other. hahaha.. and i remember the SWIMMING CLUB's FAKE COMPETITION. what competition you ask???? 'SWIMMING COMPETITION. Whoever is interested, please find Chong Jiunn Kai in Senior 3 Zhong to get the entry forms.' HAHAHA! That was like the all time best man! it was so high. hahah.. we would stick the notes on ourselves. hahahahaha.. so fun. PLUS, sofia would go kacau Mr Law. and Mr Law woould shoo her away during our CNY Decorations phase. asking sofia to sweep the floor. HAHAHA... lol.. cym mj and hajar woth their water games. and the bushes. ahhhhh.. so much fun. lol. bullying meijin. the times eh? i bet meijin is now SCAR FREE! haha.. since no one is there to bully her and push her around to make her fall and all.. meijin, do you miss me pushing you? fun kan? hahahaha...Situation - Junior2, Stephen is singing in perfect tune, duet with MJ ( the spoiler )MJ - Soarin' SL - Flyin' Both - There's not a star in heaven, That we can't reach, If we're tryingSL - Yeah we're breaking free MJ - Breaking free, Were runnin' SL - Ohhhh, climbin'MJ - Go climb yourself la!!HAHAHAH! dont you just miss it??? :)sometimes, while walking back home, i would purposely walk slowly, or faster to catch her at the traffic lights. and we would talk on the way back. she waits for her car at the botany town centre. i pass by there on my way home. we would have the weirdest conversations, but i surely do use the time wisely. I hope it never ends. I hoped the town centre was further away and that the traffic light wouldnt turn green. I hoped that we could talk forever. So, trying to talk to her online, but not trying to push it and be annoying, i wait at night, wait for her to start the conversation. And true enough, usually, she talks to me :) my heart jumps with joy. She's the one my heart beats for. I hate Economics. But i usually RUSH to the classroom, hoping to be faster for her, so that i could catch a glance as she puts her bag down behind me. I hope to be slow too, being able to hold the door for her on the way in. It might seem so real now, but, its never going to happen. *sobs* But, some things are just worth fighting and waiting for...............
Labels: breaking free, cold, Driving Licence, holidays, Maria, NCEA, rens memories, romantic movies, silly boy, University
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Well, i've been busy 'cleaning' out my shits from my hard drive as my dad is constantly complaining about me having too many videos + series + songs + pictures in my folder.. yeahhh.. over 100GB.. crazy huh? HAHA! But somehow, i just cant delete them.. it took me so hard to finish downloading and stuff.. but, at the end, I got myself to delete some stuff (but to me, it is ALOT of stuff.. but my dad thinks that its a few)
Anyway, I went through my Pictures folder.. and somehow, the first folder I went to was the JUNIOR 1 & 2 & 3 REN folder.. I dont know why.. but I just felt like those were the pictures I want to view.. And it got me thinking.. I SO MISS MY FRIENDS! I couldn't stop laughing at the pics.. and I think my parents thought I was crazy, coz I was laughing all by myself starring the the computer screen.. HAHA!
It reminded me of all the friends that I have.. It was so touching and such a great thing to do.. it brightened up my day.. sort of.. haha.. anyway, junior 2 and 3 were the most interesting pictures.. I brought my camera almost everyday during junior2.. and now I just realised that it was wort it! Pictures like those were just priceless..Pics from US playing in class, jack jack, daryl goh and wayne fighting, me taking secret photos of teachers, teachers day, snap shots of meijin (which are ALOT) , singing comps, volleyball matches, playing with green tea with amylline and jacky, to sports day, every picture was PERFECT..
I know when in movies or in books, they say, A PICTURE SAYS A THOUSAND WORDS, you'll probably say 'thats crap!'.. but now, when I see all the memorable pics, I start thinking 'ITS SO TRUE!' haha! Therefore, I have decided to post some pics here.. errr.. my decision on doing this may be hurtful to some people or maybe it will bring them discomfort.. but when I decided to do this, I never meant to hurt anyone.. if any pictures here somehow you feel should not be here, please let me know.. i never meant to make fun or hurt anyone in any way.. I know this year has been an unexpected year for most of us.. and I dont regret anything that has happened.. maybe all the problems we have right now will make us stronger in everything we do.. I just want to say im glad to know such an amazing class.. there wouldnt be any other way I wanted it to be for the first 3 years of high school other than 'the RENS of 2005, 2006, 2007'.. I just want to let all the suckers who arent in the REN's '05 '06 '07, to see the amount of fun we had.. and to share my experience with everyone.. I just miss them so much.. I dont have anything else to say.. but just, ENJOY ALL THE PICTURES :) i know i do.......














































Labels: rens memories