Sunday, May 31, 2009
Yo Mama's. Im back.I survived my first 3 Tests in-a-day encounter. And I have to say, Im tired! so so tired! But thankfully, Monday is a Public holiday! :) For your infomation, this is the FIRST public holiday I had since February. So..... im so thankful! HAHAHA! So, I had a business test, a maths test, and a Media Test. Maths was super easy. Haha. I think anyone who comes to New Zealand and have taken the Add Maths in Malaysia before would pass with flying colours here. Im serious. Haha. Business was a hard + dumb test. Useless.. and Media was... Super HARD. I had to once again do so so so much research. The Media test is 4 periods long. So I will have the whole of next week to finish. And guess what? I have to write 6 essays!!!! There is three questions. And each question, I need to answer for both the films that I have watched - Heavenly Creatures and Psycho. Argh. It's super tough, but I have proven to myself that I can do it :)
Omg. I blame Media Studies for making me 'NOT' enjoy movies and my series anymore. Actually, not really NOT enjoy, but like make me be more aware of what is going on. hahaha. I have been watching and foreshadowing what is going to happen. And i watched Ugly Betty episode one again, and I realised., there are ALOT of weird and wrong stuff in this episode. HAHA! like the scene was during 'dinner', then the next scene was during the afternoon. So dumb. Lol.. and if it werent for Media Studies, I wouldnt have been so aware and cautious about htese stuff. lol.
Congrats to everyone who finished their exams :) Hahaha.. I wish I were there to celebrate with you guys. Ohhh, and i realised, I wont buy Cadbury Chocs for you guys anymore when I go back.. or IF i go back.. Coz the price has gone up.. AND, the packaging changed AND the weight of the bar changed too! what a rip-off! it is usually 250g and now is 200g! WHAT??!?!?!? Ugh.. and Hajar said she 'oso can buy Cadbury in Labuan and she got buy for you guys before..' so I guess, there's no need to buy again lurrrr, kan Hajar? Hahahahahha.. blame Hajar
Winter is HEREEEEEEEEEEEEE... 1st of June, Monday... WINTER! Freezeeeeee....
Maria is BACK baby! and i hate meijin for rubbing it in that I cant watch here. ohhh.. WHATEVER. I still love her. and THAT IS TRUE. I woke up at 5am this morning to listen to the Radio Live online t o her game. She has been struggling.. But is still alive in the draw. And im so happy. I really am. Go Maria. I dont have any expectations for her though. since she just came back to playing, But i know she will go bak to the top very soon. I LOVE YOU MARIA :)
Wow... American Idol.... Kris Allen.... Hahaha.. i seriously thought that Adam Lambert would have won.. Manatau........ But I like both of them.. so... yeah.. I love both if their versions of No Boundaries (the winning song). It rocks. Listening to it everyday when i walk to school. Man I want a voice to sing these songs :)
5 weeks down, 5 more to go.. till the HOLIDAYS! Will be going Skiing and Snowboarding! YAY! finally my first encounter with SNOWWWW.. actually you could say second. But i dont think the first one counted. Lol. I cant wait. Skiing might be hard.. but i dont care. I'll make snow angels and Snow man(s). Haha..
Going on a picnic on Monday again. Or Bar-b-q. Not too sure. Can finally see Kola again. Woo!
Take my TEST on Facebook peopleeeeeeee...
Ohhh.. my pimples are getting better!!! YAY! Thanks too multiple squeezing and my handy Neutrogena Pimple Cream! Haha.. I cant believe my mum bought it for me. Would you buy a 15ml tube of cream for $13 (rm26) omg. just 15ml man! Like... OMG. but thank goodness it works. teehee..
Im planning on a reunion when (if) I go back. But then kan, Meijin wont be there lo. Who ask her balik kampung, kan? I wanna high man.
Update about her. Havent got a pic with her yet. Will soon. But.... guess what? She has been finding me alot recently. online and texting. We've been chatting alot. And im confused. Then... one day, she asked me online about................................. nolah, we're nt together. But then, she asked me about relationship stuff, and I was like.. WHAT? And I think she's having a rough time with her relationship and stuff. Trying to control myself and NOT be so '38' I just kept quiet and didnt ask too many questions. But she told me that she is more mature now, and wouldnt die coz her relationship sucks. Lol. But then, it came to my attention. (trying not to sound perasan here) But, what IF she really is single, would I take the opportunity? All these questions have been rushign through my head recently... and.. I dont know. Im stuck. But for some reason, I dont want to be in a relationship. Experienced have taught me that its not an easy process. And I dont want to be the main person and hurt or be hurt again. So.. what should I do. If whatever happens... would I go for it? I dont know. Its just too tiring to be in that position again. I mean, especially in a new country. how should I know how it is like here. I mean, i see all the couples in school, and they're like REALLY intimate and stuff. An intimate relationship is a particularly close interpersonal relationship. It is a relationship in which the participants know or trust one another very well or are confidants of one another, or a relationship in which there is physical or emotional intimacy. (from Wikipedia). And they're like holding hands everywhere, secretly kissing, hugging (as in really intimate), carrying each others books, holding each others lunch, buying each other lunch.. etc. And I feel, I have too much to think about now and a relationship would hurt me, both mentally and physically. But I really like her. So? Im so perasan right now.
You spin my head right round, right round. Ugh.
Photos would be the next entry. :)
Love,
Stephen.
Labels: american idol, facebook quiz, holidays, kola, Maria, maths, media studies, pimples, Reunion
Monday, May 18, 2009
Geetings.Firstly, Congrats Yun Jie for getting a new blog :) It's so cool. All the best to you.
Secondly, Congrats Adam Lambert & Kris Allen! haha.. i actually don't care who wins. both of you rock. haha. I bet all the girls who are watching the finals, they're jaw will drop as their eyes are blinded by the 'hotness' of both of the finalists. Will be watching the FINALE next week.
Thirdly, GO TAKE MY QUIZ in facebook! hahahahaha... okie? Spread the word.
Fourth, how touching is Nickelback's - If everyone Cared? watch the video. Amen.. I... I'm Alive
Fifth, I got one wrong question in my maths test. And im BUMMED! I was aiming for 100%. And i got one wrong. Ok, if I can get one wrong, then whoever comes here and takes my maths class, you would probably get 200%. LOL! its that easy. Trust me. But im bummed I got one wrong.
Sixth, My Media Studies internal (from long long ago) will be returned this Wednesday. The teacher told me I suprised him and I was one of the few students who did well and has shocked him. Plus, he made great comments on my homework, which made my day :)
Seventh, weather is getting better. Thank Goodness! its like 15/ 16/ 17 degrees now, during the day. And 8 /9/ 10 degrees at night. Can finally use my china silk blanket to sleep again. Was too cold to use before. haha!
Eighth, i'll be waking up at 7a.m tomorrow morning, JUST for Maria Sharapova. Obviously not to see her match, since there's no live coverage here anyway, but to check the scores. praying at nite that she wins. Pray for me too, kay? i really want her to get back on track. Love ya Maria.
Nineth, all my memories of KK are coming back. WHY? i cant control them. argh. i need help. plus, i need help on my future. i mean, my education. i dont know what i want. do you?
Tenth, You might think that im happy typing this update. but actually im not. she has someone else in her life. :( (i don't know. but it almost seems that her heart is taken)
I dreamt that I was with her. And as my mobile's alarm snoozed, I opened my eyes, lying half-awake on my bed, I realised, it was only a Dream. Its just one of those dreams where you never want it to stop.
She's back. She's the only one who is keeping me sane now :)
tears,
Stephen
Labels: american idol, dream, facebook quiz, kk, maths, media studies, moody, weather